I wish my mother allowed me to keep a gun in the house....but she forbids it. She's afraid that her grand children might find it and play with it. I told her that I will buy a high-tech safe, but she still refuses, which sucks. There is just so much wickedness going on in the U.S., I would like to protect myself with a gun. All I know is whenever I become the head of my own household and my own family, I am owning several guns.....that is if my mother and I don't get murdered by an intruder breaking in. Her best line of defense would be me sadly....and that's not saying much.
My mom just makes me frustrated sometimes with her general ignorance. I told her that I wanted to get some Japanese food (candy to be more specific) imported and she said no because she doesn't want the family to get Ebola. I asked her if she could name one case of Ebola found in Japan. She paused and said "there will be". She told me she doesn't want that stuff (Japanese snacks) in her house. This is the same woman that told me that God is going to punish me if I cut my hair....yet she will justify her alcohol problem (by saying that the Bible says to eat, drink and be merry). How on Earth am I going to tell this woman I'm getting my breasts removed? This is the
exact reason why I'm giving myself enough time to build up a emergency fund before I have my mastectomy done to move out of the house and cover my basic needs in case things get too bad. To be honest though, I don't think it will, but just in case.... I think at most, she might just drink more (if that's even possible) and just take it out on me....which I'm used to. At least I don't have to worry about her shooting me.
I have to get ready for work in less than 5 hours. I should really try to take a nap.
