I told my mom that my chin hair was so long that I could feel it down my seat belt in the car. She told me to pluck it out with some tweezers and I told her no. She told me that she didn't want to hear about it then and when we got one, she closed the above car mirror that I used to look at it and gave me a disgruntled look. I just told her thank you. I don't know if the thought of having a chin hair disgusting, or if she didn't want to talk about her "little girl" enjoying her chin hair. For the sake of making my coming out easier, I'm hoping it is the latter. It is a weird feeling to know that within the next 10 months, I will have to come out to her officially as transgender. I will say this though: I have a feeling that she knows, and honestly, if she doesn't know by now, then she is a VERY negligent parent. I think she knows though. We had a conversation a couple of years back of me "wanting to be a boy" and I told her that when I was much younger. Well, the issue won't be suppressed for too much longer. I really want to start wearing more male clothing to help it be easier on her, but I don't go anywhere because I'm usually working and there really ain't many places to go to in this small town. Gosh, I hate this town. One day I will relocate to a bigger (hopefully LBGT-friendly city) with more stuff to do and better public transportation.
