What are you thinking? 9.0

[TSJasmine]

Should I get up & do my makeup...? Or should I continue to lay in bed... Hmmm...

[Jessika]

My parents are coming to visit on Dec 25th . I'm really debating coming out to them, but I am still Pre-everything. Not sure if I should wait until HRT forces me too or just get it over with.
My parents will NOT like it or understand at the time I tell them. Been masking it my whole like portraying as a great "son". Raised well, 20 yrs in the military. Awesome wife...Oh my oh my.

Thoughts are just mind numbing right now. Dizzying.

[Jill F]

Who wants tacos? 





This girl!!!

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[Miss_Bungle1991]

Who wants tacos? 





This girl!!!

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My burrito can beat up your taco.

[King Malachite]

Whoa I am behind on Susans lately and not caught up with all my friends here, but Malachite, you have a surgery date actually booked??? Congratulations! I'm over the moon for you, I knew you'd get it.

I know the heart and wallet debate, I told myself that I can't eat out anymore lol. It's my biggest downfall financially. And push scooters...they are so fun I can't even lie.

Thanks, birkin!!  I honestly didn't think I'd be getting it so soon.  I thought I would be getting it done in my 30's or later 20's.  I have put the deposit down for my surgery and my stay at New Beginnings Retreat, and paid my airplane ticket in full.  This is happening.  Depending on how crazy I start getting buying stuff on Ebay,  I will have a little under 2 grand that I need to save up.

I know what you mean about eating out.  I am literally surrounded by 5 places within a minute's walking distance to eat.  I actually had to make a vow to God a few months back saying I won't eat anything from the mall until next year.  I have less than 30 days.  When January comes, I'm going to be pigging out for the first week on Chinese and Chick-Fila.  My debit card is soooooo going to hate me.  As for the scooter update: well, I'm still resisting right now, but I'm not sure if I will be able to make it without buying that thing, lol.

[Adam (birkin)]

Thanks, birkin!!  I honestly didn't think I'd be getting it so soon.  I thought I would be getting it done in my 30's or later 20's.  I have put the deposit down for my surgery and my stay at New Beginnings Retreat, and paid my airplane ticket in full.  This is happening.  Depending on how crazy I start getting buying stuff on Ebay,  I will have a little under 2 grand that I need to save up.

Oh, you'll have no prob saving up the rest of the cash, I'm sure. That's amazing how much you have already put down.

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I find myself oddly attracted to Iggy Azalea. Wtf. I also like this Irish actress from a TV series I watched but she hasn't been in anything else (other than as a voice actress) according to IMDB. It's a shame, she's talented.

[King Malachite]

Oh, you'll have no prob saving up the rest of the cash, I'm sure. That's amazing how much you have already put down.

Hopefully I won't! I'm hoping a financial disaster doesn't happen.  If not, then the next thing I need to be saving up for is the medical clearance and the taxi money to get there, but I have some time for that.

[Rainbow Dash]

I'm finally watching season 2 of Orange Is The New Black. Piper just went off on Soso for sitting on her bunk. Wow did that sum up how I've felt for a while now.

"I'm a lone wolf and a vicious one, don't make me rip your throat out."

Especially with that classmate who was getting a little to close for comfort.


There's a lot more nudity in this season too.

[Adam (birkin)]

My family has been good to me lately, and it's weird. I've had some more big expenses suddenly pop up, and mom said "well, your surgery needs to remain the priority." And my grandma has this Christmas thing, custom made and hand painted, with "Grandma's Sweeties" on it. It has the names of all 5 of us handwritten by an artist. The other day, she pointed it out and there was a blank space where my birth name used to be. I was looking at it and she saw, and  said "I erased it. I have to try and replicate the way the artist wrote the names so I can write your new name. But my hands are shaky so I don't know how I will do it." She also told me to wear an ironed dress shirt for Christmas so she could replace the picture on the wall where I look like a girl.

[King Malachite]

My family has been good to me lately, and it's weird. I've had some more big expenses suddenly pop up, and mom said "well, your surgery needs to remain the priority." And my grandma has this Christmas thing, custom made and hand painted, with "Grandma's Sweeties" on it. It has the names of all 5 of us handwritten by an artist. The other day, she pointed it out and there was a blank space where my birth name used to be. I was looking at it and she saw, and  said "I erased it. I have to try and replicate the way the artist wrote the names so I can write your new name. But my hands are shaky so I don't know how I will do it." She also told me to wear an ironed dress shirt for Christmas so she could replace the picture on the wall where I look like a girl.

That's great!  It seems like they have come a long way from how they originally were.





I'm thinking about the person I have a crush on.  She is soooo beautiful.  I think even my father has a crush on her, lol. That girl needs to be my wife, haha!

[Rainbow Dash]

My family has been good to me lately, and it's weird. I've had some more big expenses suddenly pop up, and mom said "well, your surgery needs to remain the priority." And my grandma has this Christmas thing, custom made and hand painted, with "Grandma's Sweeties" on it. It has the names of all 5 of us handwritten by an artist. The other day, she pointed it out and there was a blank space where my birth name used to be. I was looking at it and she saw, and  said "I erased it. I have to try and replicate the way the artist wrote the names so I can write your new name. But my hands are shaky so I don't know how I will do it." She also told me to wear an ironed dress shirt for Christmas so she could replace the picture on the wall where I look like a girl.

Aww. That's fantastic! I'm really happy for you. I'm glad that your family is becoming more and more accepting. Congratulations. ^_^

I'm thinking about the person I have a crush on.  She is soooo beautiful.  I think even my father has a crush on her, lol. That girl needs to be my wife, haha!

Be careful about crushes. It like finally getting that car you've dreamed about for years. It could be amazing. or you could discover that it drives, rides and handles like a turd. And that happy dream turns bad. That's why I wont drive Chevy Camaro IROC-Z.

[Miss_Bungle1991]

I wish that Ebay would shut up about the stupid blue star that I "earned". All I did was pay people for stuff. I get it...I don't care...shut up.

[Rainbow Dash]

I found a really great musician on facebook today.



I think I'm going to add him to my "trucking" playlist along with some songs by Fallout Boy and Clutch.

I'm also trying to decide if I want to drive team or solo. If I drive team it will be hard to hide my trans status so I need a team mate I can trust. If I go solo then I miss out on a $1000 bonus when I reach $60,000. That would pay for my AR-15 and let me get the CB radio I want with weatherband/ weather alert and bluetooth capability. I already have a 1500 watt inverter but team trucks come with them pre-installed.

Choices, choices...

[Tossu-sama]

Curse you Wizards for making the latest block of Magic with oriental theme.

R.I.P money.

[Dee Marshall]

Waiting impatiently for the UPS man to show up with my new toy: http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16834762001

[Rainbow Dash]

My spidey sense went off today. I could feel them staring at me. Then following me.

I could sense what was coming. Sure enough, I was right. This other student wants to transition from female to male. The just don't know how to go about doing it.
Looks like I will be in my big Sister's shoes. I will try to get him to join Susans and help him as best I can. Though I don't know all that is involved with the guys side of transition. I've only seen what Birkin went though for a year or so.  Anyone ever mentored before?

[immortal gypsy]

Have spent most of this shift been called love, not sure how I feel about this? At least it is better then being called mate

[Cindy]

That my life is very strange, very complicated, wonderful and totally weird.

[Adam (birkin)]

God it is freaking cold in this room. Is there ANY way I can not go to work today and just stay in bed?

[Charley Bea(EmeraldP)]

Can someone come and just kill me already?