What are you thinking? 9.0

[FriendsCallMeChris]

After 5 days, it has finally stopped raining.  I NEED a long walk outside in the biggest way.  Will bundle up after I wake up a little better.

[Alexjade]

What is going to happen at work tomorrow.I have not been happy where I have been working at as a ceo lately.Balancing what I am going to do,stand up for myself or look into another job.I have not received a raise in 2 years and worked at this company for 10 years.Boss is being a prick about it and said he may think about it.I do have my 2 weeks notice written up and going to put it on his desk tomorrow morning.I hate being treated like crap

[Adam (birkin)]

TMI but my brother shaved my back (I can't reach the shoulder blades myself, even with assisting devices) and it is truly glorious.

[Tossu-sama]

Wondering how long the cat will remain in that stoned mode. I took him to the vet again today due to persisting urinary problems (nothing serious anymore, just mainly swelling caused by irritation etc) and since he had a general anesthesis, he's pretty... out of everything right now. Kinda funny to watch, looks like he's drunk.

[AbeLane]

Thinking I really wish I had different hips. Blah. Ugh.

[Adam (birkin)]

I'm thinking about some purchases I just made. I've been really stingy with my money as I want to be in the best position possible when surgery comes, but I spent $67 getting a hard case for my GPS (I don't want to leave it in the car, but I've had one screen break on me already) and a hard case for my 3DS, for the same reason. I'm thinking that the short shift I work tonight will pay for the cost of the cases, so it's somewhat justified. Still though.

It'll be nice when I'm not actively saving for surgery/emergency expenses. After that, any extra shifts I work will be considered fun money.

[Charley Bea(EmeraldP)]

Gah this heat, also the usual like why do I bother continuing existence.

[Ally_B]

Just saw Transamerica for the first time. I may have cried a li'l bucket of tears.... Loved it!

[Marcellow]

Hopefully mom doesn't freak tomorrow night after I get a haircut... 

[Skyler]

I'm turning into more of a loner everyday... And I don't really seem to mind it.

[Laci Marie]

Thinking about taking a relaxing shower or play Mario Kart. o3o

[MyKa]

nothing like a homework assignment from your surgeon. must find at least 5 or more pics of women in the ideal breast size i want to achieve.i
must say the before and after pics of some of these women..........wow!

[MyKa]

oh and on to tomorrow, going out to diner with my aunt who has been asking qa's about me to my mother. my mother says she knows whats going on just waiting for me to bring it up. been contemplating the last few days on how to even bring up the subject, always a hard topic even after all this time. i have one of my employee's to thank for his big mouth. i don't know should be interesting to say the least.

[Tossu-sama]

The cat is currently pretending like it's way too hard for him to eat or drink since he's wearing that... disc satellite thing around his neck to keep him from licking his dingdog but lo and behold when I gave him his favorite treats there were no problems to pick them up from the floor.

I suppose you could say he got busted.

[immortal gypsy]

Dear Olive Oil,

You know the closing procedure you have opened after myself or the boss has closed. The two of us want time off ocasionally why don't you copy us. Life for all of us would be so much easier.

Sweat Pea

I love my location but I miss the person who had my position two, three years ago. We made a great team and we didn't have to worry about taking over from each other

[V M]

High kaka lorry

[King Malachite]

I am thinking about when I came out to my sister a couple of years ago, and she told me that even if I get the surgeries, they wouldn't make me happy.

My initial thought back then were something alone the lines of "How dare you tell me what will make me happy and what will not make me happy?"

I still hold thought to be true, but looking at her statement now, she is absolutely right.  The surgeries *alone* won't make me happy, and it would be silly of me to think otherwise.  Is a cisgendered person automatically happy by virtue of being cis?  Usually not.  Cis people still have LIFE to navigate through, and they get sad and depressed just like some of us do.  Surgeries alone will not make me happy.  It is the life that I forge for myself as the person I truly know myself to be that will be a huge determining factor.  I am will be "re-coming" out to my sister this year, and I will be coming out to my family as well.  I have a feeling that this "surgeries won't make you happy" statement will come up again.....and this will be my response. 

I dread the day(s) when I will have to come out, but I know who I am, and I know what I need to do. 

On a side note, I agree with myself in 2012: if you haven't walked in my shoes, then you have no right to tell me what will or what will not make my happy....

[LordKAT]

wondering about a gypsy in a skirt.


Thinking sky has my attitude on being alone.

[immortal gypsy]

wondering about a gypsy in a skirt.


Thinking sky has my attitude on being alone.

Isn't there some saying about KATs and curiosity , we would all hate to lose you, (so I've changed the avatar instead). Blue demin I can wear it with my converse and I look good in it


I don't mind being people just sometimes in very small doses. If that makes any sense

[LordKAT]

The pic is a bit blurry but from what I can see, you look good.  Thanks for curing the curiosity.

As to peoples, ye, very small doses and rarely, if ever, in my own house. I need a safe place to retreat to.