Not looking forward to coming out

[Cin]

me too.
They are trying to use religious reasons, but I honestly don't even think trans is in the bible. Me being a lesbian on the other hand yes, but not as much as gay. However there are a lot of things in the bible that we ignore today. Some of them are even right next to the anti-gay part. One that shocked me is that you can't wear different fabrics together. That's in Leviticus apparently.

I'm not religious at all, thankfully. Not that I am against religion, but my family is *slightly* religious, but they're kind of open to science and stuff.

[Cin]

In times like this (peak depression time) I just wish my mom could read my mind. If only people could read minds. Time can't go by fast enough for me it seems. There is no going back once I tell someone, they will forever see me differently. Or I can just choose to hide and live like they want me to. I feel like something's gotta give, but I need to take things slow, and not let my emotions get the better of me. What is it that will make me happy? I don't know, but I have to tell.... someone soon... keeping this secret hidden from everyone makes me feel like I'm gonna explode soon (Not literally).