Hi my name is Kaylee,
For the last 26 years I have been imprisoned inside the body of a man. It's been a long hard road to get to the point where I am today after hitting rock bottom a few years ago. But I am finally in a place where I can start to free myself from this prison.
Very slowly step by step I'm beginning to set myself free and have even told my wife of 8 years that I am here inside her husband. I am very fortunate to have married such a wonderful person, as all she wants is for me to be happy, if that means in the future she will be living with a woman she has no problem with that.
The next hurdle I will have to overcome is finding a therapist, to help break down the barriers I have contructed, to finally free myself from the shallow existence that I have built.
It was extremely hard to come to terms with my emotions, I have tried for the last 20 years to suppress these feelings but I can no longer continue down that path.
When I was younger I promised myself that I would never allow myself to become a victim, which led me down the path of martial arts having trained in tae kwon do, karate, muay thai and boxing it gave me a tremendous amount of self discipline which aided me through the majority of my life helping to keep my sanity. Without this I likely wouldn't be here today.
On this next step of my journey through life, I find that I am excited about the next chapter. The chapter where I will be able to live free as Kaylee without having to hide anything from anyone.
Put simply I have decided that when I start outing myself to friends and family, it will be a test of how deep our bonds go. If they can accept what I'm going to be telling them fantastic if not I will understand. I already have the support of the most important person in my life.
It's time to let Kaylee out.
