Every story has a beginning, a middle and an end.
Since the middle hasn't happened yet and thankfully neither has the end, lets start at the beginning, the introduction.
... sorry, I am an aspiring writer so that sort of start appeals to much to ignore.
My name is Aaron, I am 20 years old.
I find myself at the beginning of this journey staring into the shadowy and unmarked path ahead.
I have had a female persona for the last 4-5 years that I have kept predominantly online, however I have been more connected with the female persona for the last couple of years. More and more I have both mentally and physically had to remind myself that I am Aaron, not Kym.
It has not been pleasant, having to constantly focus on everyone around me, having to watch me words and writing so I don't refer to myself as female or call myself Kym for any reason.
I am... tired of it.
So here I am, exploring the wide expanse of knowledge that is the internet, looking for possibilities and ideas as I try to decide my next course of action.
Should I try to find a middle ground between Aaron and Kym?
Should I look into possibly having HT and trying to assume the person I wish to be?
Or should I just give up and and try to remove Kym from my mindset and personality?
Time will tell I guess.
Description time would be a good place to go.
I am a Kiwi, born in New Zealand but raised in the UK. My last check had me standing at 5'11, Ginger sadly with very curly genetics so I keep my hair short with a number 3. I didn't listen to my darling Mother so I spent a lot of time in the sun and now have a large number of freckles on both my face and arms. I have blue eyes with flecks of brown. I am not athletic, being much more of a computer and writing soul.
~Shrugs~
I am me and physically I have accepted that for the most part.
I hope I will make some friends on here and anyone feel free to ask questions.
I've probably forgotten something since this is one of the first forums I've ever been on.
we will see.
