Welcome Njdetashley to Susan's family,
Glad to see you are already on your path.
We all know the effects it has on family and friends. Its best to give them information and let them digest it the best they can. I have found no one can truly know how we feel being there is no reference to give them.
We are given this for use to deal with in life.
Just please one day at a time and keep up dated with our therapist and go to your support group.
Mentors are needed to help you get past any times the darkness creeps in.
Hugs and as long as you are in our family you will never be alone.
Safe passage on your path, popcorn?

Izzy