As the title says, well, that was interesting. My wife and I climb into bed...don't worry, this is a perfectly clean story. Anyway, we are doing our general chatting that we always do, and the topic of conversation turns to a dream that my wife recently had. In the dream, she mentioned about me growing my fingernails, taking a drug to reverse hair loss, laser hair removal, various youtubevideos and/or gay nightclubs across the road from work etc...so in the dream, I said to her that a lot of cute guys have been coming in, and that I am now gay.
We then discussed the dream, and She then said that she would still love me, still care for me...but doesn't know about divorce. She then said that she knew I wouldn't be gay. Then she mentioned about having a sex change. I went on the defensive, asking her what she meant by that, and she said getting the penis chopped off and growing breasts through hormones. She said that I would never do anything like that, and I said I don't know.she wanted me to clarify, and said that I honestly don't know. I then started explaining to her about how the typical process is for a mtf, using my own personal experiences as a guideline to what goes through the mind. I started explaining fr age three, how things are often hidden from fear of embarrassment, and not understanding what the person is going through, also using modern day Internet as a way for people of the same age today being able to get more info and a better understanding of what is happening to them.
I get through to after high school (ie college, university, work etc), how they could meet someone of the same sex, have a lasting meaningful relationship etc...throughout the conversation using myself as an example. Then, I stop to ask her a question, and I have put her to sleep. There I am, perfect opportunity to come out, and she is asleep. Not once did she seem disgusted at the the thought of it. Not once did I deny anything. When she wakes up tomorrow morning, tomorrow being our five year wedding anniversary, I will already be at work, so we won't be in a position to discuss any of this until tomorrow night.
Once I am out to my wife, it will be plain sailing. I was close...so close
