Hey all, I need some help with this. I'm going to start my observation type of thing, and this observation deal will help me in deciding the final outcome. This project is only for me and me only. Its not a school project, a documentary, or anything of that sorts. There will be 3 parts to it. Part 1: I need everyone to tell me, sort of like an interview deal, what is it like being trans. I'm a hands on person so, talking doesn't help me, I would really have to literally take hormones in order for me to know for a fact. Because if this nature, I've run into many problems that obviously shouldn't be. What I'm asking is sort of an experience type of deal. Please feel free to omit anything. I do not want to know anything outside, I just want to know your feels only. I just need to know the before and after. Like how did you felt, your thought patterns, than after how you felt, what you thought and if you experienced any changes in like your sense, emotional and mental. No, its not a therapy session, I just want to get a feel. Part 2: I will travel to places like New York and interact with the community and get a sense of how they feel and step into the shoes without me doing drastic measures. Part 3: I will do a pros and cons sheet and match up my observations and see if i can really connect. Again, this isn't a documentary, so none of this is going to be put into a book, made into a film or anything like that. This will help me find the answer I seek while I'm in this madness. With this knowledge, I at least can make a little head way. Please, if you all have any other good ideas I can do, please feel free to tell me. I really appreciate it. Oh, if I must change the structure of the observation or you want to add or change something around, please tell me for i do not want to offend anyone or break the rules. Thanks a bunch. Oh and yes, my therapist is aware of this for I did also tell him I will be starting from the beginning and try to get a full grip on this. Thanks
