Hi all! I've been a member in the past but took a long hiatus as I've been "yo-yoing" with my identity. "I'm genderqueer/fluid/etc!" I've recently concluded that I'm not any of those more ambiguous identities.. not that I don't believe that they exist, I just think I've been using them as an excuse to deny my actual female identity and avoid transition. But right now all I can think about is starting HRT as soon as possible! Which sadly may still be over a year away.. Anyway, this place is such a blessing, and I'm so thankful it exists.