hallo to all and nice to find you! i am a 38 years old transgender woman and i leave in Greece. i am married, my wife is pregnant and in few days and more specifically in 3 we waiting our litle girl! from one hand i am happy that i am going to be a parent but from the other hand i am sad because my dysphoria has getting biger and i can not stand anymore to live as a male. my wife knows about my feelings and my thoughts, she is trying to be by my side but i know that she is strugling with that and she does not like it. she wants the man she knows but i can not be longer that person. i am trying to figer out what i am going to do. i have been here again in this site last year but i tried to bary these feelings and to predent that everything is ok but again i am doing this for so many years and i do not blame my self because this is the only thing i knew to do. i am trying to do something this time and not pass it again like nothing happens because i believe now i am more ready to take action. nice to meet you again!