Okay everyone, I gotta get something straight. I'm gonna come out as transgender officially starting now and tomorrow everyone will start knowing. I can't hide who I am any longer and I'm tired of lying about it and keeping the truth from my own family and friends. I will say it loud and proud that I am a transgender and unfortunately stuck in this bs body of mines.
I will say I am actually a straight man and not a lesbian female. I can understand if this is extremely confusing and if a person wants answers, email me or call me if you got my number and I'll be willing to answer so long as you don't come at me like an ->-bleeped-<-.
For those who think it's disgusting and wrong or not right and whatever, keep it to yourself. I don't want/need to know how bad is it to you personally. I'm gonna finally be happy with myself. Please use only male pronouns such as he/him/his and such. I will prefer you call me Chris as for some reason that name sticks to me. Again, any questions or whatever you can ask I don't care.
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I wrote this on facebook earlier as my coming out thingy. I am truly tired of hiding who I am to friends and family and in a way, it's pulling me down. I get annoyed when I go to the bathroom and another girl walks in. I just wanna go to the mens. I hate it when teachers refer to me as "lady" and the like and today my OA teacher corrected himself as said, "Good job, ma'-- I mean sir" and had me smiling and happy. My sub thinks I'm a guy and I sorta punched a friend in his ribs to prevent him from correcting her. Simple things that mean a lot to me. And telling the truth to friends and family who have me as a friend is a big step I feel very necessary. My mom and grandmother are aware that I am trans, I am calling around to begin hormone therapy, I am trying to change insurance to pay, and am still seeing my therapist as necessary. I honestly feel proud of myself but I know tomorrow will be a big day. It's the start of being a new me, I'm gonna inform people as they call me by my birthname and ask them to call me Chris, as I am noticing I really like bc I've always loved the name Chris lol, and telling my other three teachers who don't know this yet. As for the first three, we've had no issues and currently any strangers who see me know me as Chris. Unfortunately I am still known as my brithname due to working at a grocery store and not being able to go by a male name when I look like a dude. Pretty soon they'll be convinced I am one and that's a possible problem I'm not ready to face since I am just now working here!
Anyway, I am proud of myself as of now. I am going to go to school proud of who I am still and I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I'm so happy. Oh and almost forgot: I know I may sound rude in the post, but I was trying to say I don't need any, "well you don't need to do this, you'll make a pretty wife" type of comments you know?
