I am a transgender mtf non op and I just recently became aware that this is who I truly am. For years I just thought that I was gay and that I liked to dress up once in awhile but as I thought about it one day it all made sense and I realized that I am transgender and that I always have wanted to be a female but that I would never be able to tell anyone about it because I am too scared of the negative reactions. I work at a ski resort and I work outside so I can easily wear feminine garments under my clothes with comfort but if people knew that I was transgender I think people would look at me differently. I am like two hours from Colorado and would love to find a group to join there but the commute would be a killer, I just don't know what to do.
