It seems to me that I am the happiest when I am dressed up in something girly and femme when I am at my house. Its like I come home from where ever and I lock the doors and then undress down to nothing and slip on a pair of panties with tights and then throw on something femme and its like I am so comfortable and relaxed and at ease. Like today I went and bought a nightgown cause I wanted something nice to wear at night, its not silk or anything like that which I wanted but it is a night gown and I just enjoy relaxing in it and it feels so nice. Its pink which is my favorite color when I imagine myself being a female.
I am so frustrated that women have the better clothes than us, I mean in the roman days guys wore skirts and stuff like that, why can't men do that these days? lol. I mean you could but people would just call you names. Which is kind of sad that society is so immature that they can't accept people that are not like everyone else. I feel the proudest about being transgender when I am at home in my night gown or a dress or anything femme. Anyone else feel like a total different person when they are dressed up?
