Can't Handle It

[Carley Anne D]

 Hey girls... I Haven't posted in a while... I just needed some help... I found out my fiance of three years has been cheating on me for months... I'm having such a hard time with all the filler time, like right now I just woke up and i'm all alone.... What's wrong with me? She's done this before, and all I wanted to do was take her back, forgive her... Now I just have all this pent up hurt... I blocked her facebook, deleted her number... I don't know how to cope, I feel so alone  and I'm scared because she was the only woman I've ever been with, I don't even know how guys are or how to talk to them, this probably sounds stupid but I'm so afraid nobody will love me for who I am ever  sorry to whine, I'm just having a difficult time, good luck everyone!

[Athena]

Hugs

All I can say is you deserve better.

[MelissaAnn]

Here's a big hug for you sweetie...!

Hang in there. You will find someone it takes time. If you want to talk PM me. I'm here for you.

Hugs,

Melissa Ann

[jennyfer]

You shouldn't think her behavior means something is wrong with you, or that you are unlovable.  Her behavior is about her, not you. 

[Carley Anne D]

Thanks everyone... I know it's not my fault, I did my best, even quit my heavy drinking for her... The hard part for me is I feel like I shouldnt be sad,but I still do, a lot, I cared so much about her, even had wedding plans, I almost feel like I don't have a purpose now, she was everything to me

[amZo]

Far better this happen now than when you're married (and perhaps with children)... consider yourself blessed!

Wait for things to settle before doing too much self-reflection.

[Rachel]

Hugs Carley,

If she did it before she will do it again. You sound like a great person and deserve better.

Finding a loving caring guy is most times not done in a bar but at volunteering. HIV, AIDS, food bank and like volunteer events and efforts have caring wonderful people. If you find someone you will know what to say, be yourself.

[adrian]

Hi Carley, I'm so sorry this happened! I think it's very normal for you to feel sad - and it's OK to feel that way. Do you have a friend to talk to? Sometimes it helps to just let it all out. :hugs:

[Carley Anne D]

Hi Carley, I'm so sorry this happened! I think it's very normal for you to feel sad - and it's OK to feel that way. Do you have a friend to talk to? Sometimes it helps to just let it all out. :hugs:

Not really, I switched schools so I could be closer to her, it's really difficult, I don't know anybody here and all my old friends basically left sorry, not trying to sound like a loser lol, I had plenty of friends before but after I started transition its a lot harder to meet friends

[adrian]

Not really, I switched schools so I could be closer to her, it's really difficult, I don't know anybody here and all my old friends basically left sorry, not trying to sound like a loser lol, I had plenty of friends before but after I started transition its a lot harder to meet friends

That's hard, I'm sorry. But we're here, so just talk to us! [emoji18]

[Athena]

Hey Carley you are not a looser, you are someone who deserves so much better.

[Carley Anne D]

Hey Carley you are not a looser, you are someone who deserves so much better.

Thank you girls and guys, you've really helped me, I truly appreciate it, its gonna be hard but at least I have support to help me through it

[stephaniec]

It's hard , I've been hurt quite a lot in my life, the reality though is that you just need to move on. the world is a big place.