Most of my Life, I had trouble with my sexuality and gender ID and I did not know why, when in High school, I would see a cute Gal and say, wow she is cute, then a Cute guy would walk by and I would say to myself, Wow he is cute, Wait a Minute, where did that come from, looking into my Pants and seeing male genitals, Hmmmmm whats going on here, anyway, I did my best to be a hetro male, Married, had 3 boys and then at age 45, I went through Menopause X 10, I could no longer function as a male, or function at all, I had to go on female hormones and testosterone blockers, that helped, but then 5 years later, my boobs grew out, my face became more fem and my demenor was totally fem and now i was attracted to Guys, I am a M2F ts, I now live full time female, had a Court Ordered gender and name change, after 10 years living full time female, I thought I was a hetro female, as I am Attracted to Guys Now, then a few Months ago, I was at a local night club, its a gay and straight Friendly Club, and I was attracted to a Gal there, Hmmmmm that got me thinking again about my Sexuality, I think I was attracted to Her Male Gender side,
That confused the heck out of me, then it happened again, whats going on here, So Now, I just say I am Pan gendered and Leave it at that, I am Not going to Worry about it any More

Take care, Chellie