Seems I've had an extremely rough run with my treatment and general respect from other people, where I live. I am the last person to say that living here in Australia is easy and one of the better places to live, because it isn't for me at all. Mind you, I have other reasons why it is more difficult and less accommodating, like I was in foster care for example, so when I tried to start T before 18 they said no because I was in care, and now I had a heap of other documents to correct my name and marker on that most don't, i.e court files and papers, for my guardianship order. The fact that I am on one of those seems to mean its OK to treat me like even more garbage, and being trans only adds more to that garbage. Unfortunately, the court and various other authorities involved with me believe that being trans decreases my decision making capacity and being trans was the main reason I got put on the order in the first place. I had a very hard time getting Centrelink to understand surgery isn't a requirement to correct pension cards etc, with them, anymore, even though I had the letter from my doctor, my previously changed birth certificate (which is how I chose to change my name instead of getting a name change certificate) and a specific letter of support from my gender psych at the time, they just blantantly refused to listen for months. I spent about 3 hours in Medicare doing that with them, apparently it took that long to check that the requirements had been changed on the computer, and my doctor wouldn't tell the receptionist where she works to correct my details on their computer system for months either. I had my pension stopped for a couple months cause Centrelink said I was committing identity fraud. Once it was all corrected it was OK and well, aside from the fact that my doctor has no clue what she is doing and I have been to 4 other GPs and they simply said no, I would ask for you to do the entire gender dysphoria assessment with a psych again because I have no proof that you're actually trans. I had to do several years of therapy before treatment was even mentioned to me, because I came out really young and my mental health team said they didn't want to until I was 16. I had ongoing mental health issues as a result of being in care and having an abusive upbringing, which lead to more extensive and prolonged therapy before my regular psych referred me to the sexual health clinic, where I had to have 2 physicals and do 4 talking sessions with the psychologist there, before she referred me to an actual gender psych. I did 7 sessions with him, which were absolutely traumatising because of his obsession with biology, before he referred me to the local endo for assessment and wrote my supporting letter for T. I saw the endo 4 times for bloodwork and discussion about how he treats trans folk, but he was honestly more interested in stating he thinks being trans isn't an actual medical condition, that and his ridiculous bill lead me to finding a GP. When I found mine, she didn't want me to start for a while, and when she did start me it was a ridiculously low dose because she was concerned that T would make my mental illnesses worse. She screwed around with me for months before starting me on a negotiated standard treatment, then when that produced a T level she didn't like, she switched me, stating the drop would be easier to handle, and I've had hormonal problems ever since and haven't really gained anything from the T she switched me to. Then there is the whole situation I have with the local police abusing me because all of my ID except my birth certificate, which is my only primary ID, says male or has an M on it, so they also accuse me of identity fraud. I have written a formal complaint to the headquarters, and its been months and I have heard nothing from them. Plus the mental health system has been disregarding my mental illnesses, saying all the issues I have been dealing with are just severe dysphoria, when in fact fact they have absolutely nothing to do with my dysphoria. That and no one understands why T hasn't improved my dysphoria at all, and being rejected by several surgeons that I spent my childhood saving money for to have surgery. This is the last place I personally want to live, and if I could move I would. Sorry about my rant