oh lawd....

[Wild Flower]

This is incredible. My job place is accepting me as a female in some weird way. I didnt do anything with wigs or make up.
I didnt tell them jack.

Its just my manner and a little "cologne" and tanning lotion in the eyes/lips (for facial contrast).  It brought out a succubus from within....  i felt bad I ruin my "date" with my crush but I dont want people thinking things. So i ask someone to go along with me for more traning. And he was like all on me today.

I insert The Little Mermaid into my coworkers conversation, and mention lesbian a little bit (because my date is trans because i just know).

The guy I really like.... he spend the whole day with me and smiling but our flirtatiousness wane a bit.  But he was like I hit that.... but hes too heavy in front of my coworkers. Every guy was like into me in some form or matter. One guy called me "baby"..... its like Im the hottest girl at work...(theres legitly no competition). Its crazy...

And i had more physical contact from guys than anytime in my life.

I dont know what heck happen.... its like dammmnnnnn.

[katrinaw]

Wow... you must be beside yourself, such an uplifting story. And... lucky you 

L Katy

[Wild Flower]

I think the guy I had a crush on brag about me on my day off. Its bizarre. I dont expect nor care for men to be into me... but its like 50 percent who are flirting. I feel like Regina George. The guy I had a crush is crushing on me too much but I dont love anymore... I did two days ago but my heart was broken.

Are all guys like this or is the supply so low.... that I become hot.  But theres 3 females... 2 both 5'10, one taken and other ugly... thr other is just too high up to have guys after het.

Normally after a guy says Ill tap that... it would be reported but I love him so it made me felt amazing in some weird way. Guys are looking at me everywhere I go. Its like Im the ultimate gaydar test.  Im not even a flamer or flamboyant.

But then everyone talk gayishly today. Im confuse. Ii only know 1 gay guy there but hes ugly and bald.


But Im also like a Megan Fox in a room of Rosie Odonnels (male equivalent)

[katrinaw]

Still, its nice being noticed.... not been in that position yet 

L Katy

[Wild Flower]

I think my perfume makes guys gay for me and think Im female.vAlthough Im attractive guys dont go gay.

It works specially one on one.

Here it is
Baby Oil, Essence of a Woman (copulins) and Cloves

Magical stuff there.
Then i spray light whatever cologne to set off a manly scent

I mix water and cloves into my hair skin for color or glow.  I drink water and cloves too. Tanning lotion on lips and eyes so it looks naturally feminine. Baby oil on eyes then tap with cloth to look dewy. Peteroleum jelly maybe used. (THE mineral oil and petroleum i learn from Marilyn Monroe).

Then I lower my voice but breathier (Marilyn Monroe)

I act like a princess too but its not very flamer... its just kindness.

Thats it.

I look like a youthful Elven creature with all this psychological effects going on.


I dont wear make up.  I look like a guy thats too pretty to be a guy. But not a ->-bleeped-<-.

[Wild Flower]

Crap... if Im passing as a female (in some 3rd dimensional way). I might not need so many things besides facial feminization and maybe a little spiro and very little estrogen.

Thats all I ever wanted.... and now I achieve it. Even a female manager was like "non gender title" and giving me attitude... but trust me that never happens since females arent like that towards me.

The straightest guy in the room was smiling to see me...


.....
Confuse... im so confuse.

[JulieBlair]

Breathe, It sounds like you're coming to your own.  IMHO a bit of HRT will help you accept that which others see already.

Peace,
Julie

[Wild Flower]

Yeah

Or more cloves... lol.

But no I need HRT... but Im passing on a subconcious level just because of my personality without saying Im trans.

[Wild Flower]

....now i think my crush was never into me but wanted to dlirt with me so ill come out.

Or maybe thats idiotic

[TSJasmine]

....now i think my crush was never into me but wanted to dlirt with me so ill come out.

Or maybe thats idiotic

Honestly, it sounds like you over think too much & you need to calm down cause you come to the weirdest conclusions xD HRT will just make you crazier  so good luck!

[Wild Flower]

Well every guy was on some level flirting with me. This hasnt happen to me in a long while.... and when it did it wasng every guy.