Okay, so I've slowly but surely been consciously raising my pitch slightly in every day life. I've been using Praat to average out the Hz of my voice & so I can know what's in the female range. My completely normal voice is at 126 Hz & I can get it to a comfortable level of 177 Hz & talk completely fine with little to no effort, just slightly raise it. If I raise it a little more, I can get it 202 Hz & that's still with a bit of effort, only slightly more than when I'm hardly trying. The problem is, is that past this point, when I start trying to get it higher, it hurts. I can get it to 210 hz & 219 Hz but by that point my voice will start hurting & when I play back the audio, it doesn't sound as natural as when I talk in my lower (177 hz / 202 Hz) . I'd say it starts sounding like I'm really trying at 210 Hz .
What I want to know is, even though I can get my voice to about average female range (220 Hz) , should I still practice in that voice even if it doesn't sound natural at all? Will using it more eventually make it sound normal? Like, will my voice adapt to it? I feel like what's missing from it is a bit of resonance. Yes, I know girls have significantly less resonance than males do, but I feel like if the resonance is completely gone, it sounds like you're actually TRYING to make your voice sound that way which isn't something I'm looking for when I talk to someone I've never met. Should I stick to the 202 Hz voice where it sounds more natural & not as forced even though it's not exactly at the average female range yet?