another thing to add to the talk of packers: i don't know your situation, but i have a somewhat satisfying alternative to a packer in case you're unable to buy one at the moment for any reason. an alternative, albeit not the most fun alternative, until you can buy one is sticking rolled up socks down there. not
as effective as a packer would be, but it personally helps with my dysphoria a lot. gives you the feeling of at least something down there, you know? obviously everyone is different, but yeah. just an idea until you get one, if you want to try it