Do you feel like you are missing out?

[April_TO]

DISCLAIMER: I am speaking my mind out. I appreciate any advices you all can give

I am not sure if it is my hormones playing games with me - However, I have an acquaintance that's also in the process of transitioning that seems like having a hell out of fun than me LOL now this is just based on the facebook pics that I am seeing. Hanging out with some cute guys and always seem to be on dates etch.

I feel like I am missing out LOL However, work has been toxic as it is and I have a second job that I love but it seems like work has been getting in the way of my enjoyment. However, I also acknowledge the fact that I have some resentment deep inside me - The feeling of I am better than this person. How come I am getting less than what she's getting. In the process, I am starting to hate men for liking women that are flirty and someone that sleeps around.

Am I jealous? Am I projecting my insecurities??

This is more of a rant and I just want to know if you sometimes feel this way LOL

[mrs izzy]

You are hitting the mark with your conceptions.

Lots are more popular due to there life styles.

Is that how you wish your life to be?

Everyone of us sometime come across the ->-bleeped-<- its up to us to know if its health for our emotional state of mind.

So not everything seen is always healthy.

Focus in real relationship and not just the one niter.

Hugs

[April_TO]

It's so funny mrs izzy, i was just talking to one of my girlfriends and gave me the same advice. It really goes down to our choices in life that I forgot I made LOL.

It just feels weird sometimes that as women we think differently - I used to remember pre-HRT I never felt this way.
Oh well Thanks again for the advice xo

[mrs izzy]

Its so easy to slide to that side but be strong.

Hugs