I'm unhappy with how burnt out I have become. I guess someone I work with was kinda badmouthing me and how I handled a recent crisis, and a superior actually told him off, so it's nice to have supportive leadership. My boss also asked me if I wanted to switch job positions...I told her no, but that I wanted less hours. The negative part of me wonders if it was her way of saying that I couldn't handle my job, but I know that wasn't what it was. She knows I've considered changing positions in the past, she knows I am running out of steam, and if she wanted me gone entirely I'd be gone by now.
But I am happy that I work for such great people. A lot of people I work with complain about the company, but I have had no issues. They seem like the kind of people, who, if you're willing to work with them and be flexible on certain things, they will support you when you need it. They also hold themselves to a good standard. That's something that I really need in my life, regardless of where I'm at. I need people around me who have high expectations. It keeps me motivated to be the absolute best I can be. I don't want to be some worker who doesn't give a crap and just gets by day by day for the paycheck, I want to be someone who gives it his all.
