Feeling the first time you fully dressed as your gender and what did you wear?

[rachel89]

The first time I dressed as a woman, a feeling of warmth came over me and my depression started to go away, and I felt alive, . When I went back into "guy mode" I felt as miserable as usual. I wore women's jeans (much more comfortable than men's jeans), a long cowl neck sweater, and shape wear underneath. Although I had worn women's underwear before, and it was at least partly sexual, this completely different, I felt felt at peace with myself. The first time I bought the right clothes, I was a little nervous, but was so much in "autopilot mode" that it didn't really matter that much.

[cdatl]

I fully understand as I been dealing with this my whole life as I was 6 when the girls next door dressed me up and when I saw who I was in the mirror, I was so sure that I was who I was suppose to be. But back then who do you tell???
% years ago as I started my journey I was in the same place, when I was my true self I was at peace with my self until I had to change back and then I was upset and full of disappointment.  Now I know this is who I am more so and I am always her no matter what I have on....

Christine 

[noleen111]

i wore a blue winter dress, with black pantyhose and 3.5 inch pumps... that evening i was the first time my legs were shaved and the arm pits. A close friend, she shaved my legs and pits for me.. we also shaved my arm hair off. I remember how i loved running my hands over my smooth legs.. i could not stop it..lol.. i remember that wonderful feeling of pantyhose on freshly shaved legs.. wow.. that night i also wore makeup for the first time..

I felt excited and a sense of this feels right... i had a ball that evening.. and was very sad when it was time to go back to guy mode... but actually did not go all the way back to guy mode.. as that evening my friend had painted my toe nails with clear nail varnish.. and i never removed it when it was time to go back to guy mode..sadly the red nail  polish on my hands had to go

that night i knew i was suppose to be woman.. and began exploring it from that point onwards.

[DanielleA]

I had been wearing female clothes on and off since I was at least 5yro. But it was just because girls clothes made me feel good some how. The day I officially wore womens clothes for the purpose of gender changing was so elating. I felt 10 ft tall and bullet proof. It was amazing and I never looked back. I was nervous though.

[amber roskamp]

I honestly felt horrible my first time going out in womens clothes. I was so scared of how other people would treat me I wouldn't look any one in the eye and I would avoid people all together. But when I came inside and talked to my house mates while I was dressed up, I finally relaxed. My housemates said that was the first time they really said I seemed happy.

Also I wore skinny jeans a womens t-shirt and a padded bra.

[Ellesmira the Duck]

I was at home and my mom and younger sister were amazing at making me feel better about myself. It was just jeans a bra and a girl t shirt but it was one of the first times I really liked my appearance.