Hi and apologies to everyone,
I have posted without an introduction and that is not very polite of me so, am correcting it here.
I am in late 60's and after all this time, things are not getting any easier, when I was early 40's I was given an appointment with Monash med centre ( Victoria, Australia) then the Sexual disphoria clinic , only to abandon the idea as small children were in the equation and timing was definitely out of sync.
Now , it hasn't gone away and probably as time is running out, life appears more than ever out of alignment, I am not really able to accept being 2 different people in one body, and for what it's worth, I really don't have any problem with a male anatomy, it just is, and doesn't cause any angst.
But, I am not a male and really am tired of playing a part on the stage of our society's expectations, so at the prompting of Cindy from Adelaide,(thanks heaps) am now scheduled for seeing a psychiatrist in April and oh my god, what am I getting myself into?
Anna