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causes of FTM trans-ness

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tehuti

This is fascinating to read. Like several others here I am a child born after my mom had a miscarriage and, similar at least to one (or more?) of us, it was a boy. Questions regarding any hormones she took while pregnant with me will have to wait but it has given me a lot to mull over.
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Clabelle3333

I am going to be brutally honest. I am on this site because my child who is 3 has always said she is a boy. She has severe dysphoria and in order for her to cope we have transitioned her socially into a boy. I came across an article one day looking for what may cause someone to be transgender. Me and my husband have 5 children, 4 daughter's (9, 6, 4, 3(trans) and one son who is 9 months old). I came across a bunch of blogs and posts insinuating progestin seemed to be a factor for the developing fetus resulting in someone being transgender. It had never entered my mind until I realized that for my trans child I had been on a progestin only birth control pill. I did not know I was pregnant at the time so was continuing to take my pills and would also triple up on doses which many do incase you forgot to take your pills or wanted to use them as a "plan b" which helps to bring a period and potentially shed an unwanted pregnancy. :( (horrible I know). I unknowingly had gotten pregnant not long after with my son (9 months) and was also taking the same pills and tripling the dose. I hope he's okay but we won't truly know until he is older. :( Now reading other peoples comments and stories it seems to make sense. Progestin is used for so many things such as a way to chemically castrate sex offenders or used in abortion pills and birth control pills so don't sit there and tell people it doesn't have any effects on a developing fetus!!! I have researched so much on this topic and every scientific conclusion ends with "there is no substantial research on this topic"!!!!?!? I also researched hormone levels in drinking water to which it is confirmed that species are actually changing genders. They admit that people are taking hormones (birth control etc) and it is expelled through our urine resulting in large amounts of hormones in the water we drink and only building up. They have no way to filter the hormones out and here we are ingesting all these different medications and I'm sorry yes transgender people have been around along time but in the last 50 years it seems to be increasing SUBSTANTIALLY! I do not believe it's because people are more comfortable and feel like coming out (in some cases yes) but something is seriously wrong. These hormone pills have only been around a few decades so really we know nothing about them and the impacts they have. THERE NEEDS TO BE AN INQUIRY AND RESEARCH DONE ON THIS TOPIC!!! I posted this to a few parents of transgender children groups and many more parents have come forward. This is ridiculous and the truth needs to come out!
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Raell

I know the likely reason I'm nonbinary, and partially transmale; I was conceived three months after my brother was born.

I absorbed male hormones from the womb, as often happens with animals as well, say when a female puppy is born with all brothers.

I have both female and male modes, but right now I'm more blended, due to taking derris scandens, a common herb here in Thailand.
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Dan

I know that I've not been exposed to any kind of medication my mother took before or while she was pregnant with me.  I was born five years after my sister. No unusual events at all.

Plus my mother and I were born and raised in the country side with water being provided from a spring. And that water was many thousands of years old because it trickled through and was filtered by nearby mountains. No external hormones likely to have been in that water supply.

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November Fox

Quote from: Clabelle3333 on July 14, 2017, 12:58:53 AM
I am going to be brutally honest.

In my own brutal honesty, I do not think any of this is true.

As Dan says, hormones are not present in our drinking water everywhere. Also, plenty of mothers of transgender individuals did not take any hormones during pregnancy or before.

Xenoestrogen is present in our drinking water and many of the products we consume (this mostly due to the type of packaging products come in, like tin cans, plastic bottles). Undoubtedly this has SOME effect on our general health but there is no research in this field that I´ve ever heard of.

If xenoestrogens were accountable for ->-bleeped-<-, then there is no way to explain ->-bleeped-<- in "primitive" cultures (where they historically already had cultures where people shifted between roles, or lived as the "opposite" sex for the entirety of their lives). Also, it would not explain BOTH the transfemale and the transmale inclination. If anything, you´d think that xenoestrogen would cause someone to be transfemale but not transmale.

Your theory is interesting but you can´t just assume causal relationships where there are none.

Quote from: Raell on July 14, 2017, 02:27:07 AM
I absorbed male hormones from the womb, as often happens with animals as well, say when a female puppy is born with all brothers.

This seems more plausible to me. My mother had hirsutism and more signs of having a high level of androgens in her system, but never felt nonbinary or trans. She felt female. However I think the high level of androgens did affect me in my own development. I also have only male cousins and brothers.
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MeTony

I am first child. I am ftm. I have a brother and a sister. They are not transgender. I don't know if my mom used birth control pills before I was born, but I guess so.

My oldest son is genderfluid. I have not had birth control pills before he was born. I did have a hormon spiral (???) a plastic hormon thing looking like a T in my womb to prevent pregnancies after he was born. I took it out 3 years later and had another boy. He has not said anything about being transgender or genderfluid. He is a boy. Simply as that.
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CodexUmbrae

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In my case, I was not conceived by natural methods. My father had cancer, and became infertile because of the treatment. So I was conceived by insemination, the donor was german and we don't know anything from him aside from partially his family clinical history, as is normal in a sperm bank.

My mother went under treatment and all those things to get pregnant, including hormonal treatment of course (though she didn't tell me exactly which meds and so); but she says that she didn't take anything while already pregnant. It was a high-risk pregnancy, she is O- and I'm A+. She had many aches and pains throught the pregnancy, and I was born one month earlier by C-section. She also went under a lot of stress, I'm pretty sure about that; before, during and after the pregnancy. She was married to a guy (my non-biological father) she was always arguing and fighting with ever since I remember, just until last year they finally got divorced (although he has lived somewhere else for about 8 years); she got married only for convenience, that's what says at least. And she was always stressed.

About me, well, I didn't know I was trans until like two years ago, when I was 16. I think it has to be a lot with my strange social behavior and such, since I've been always kinda unconfortable around people and rather lonely. It doesn't matter if it's boys or girls, it makes me anxious. Though I always related more to the boys, and I remember that when I was pretty little I used to look at catalogs of children's clothing, I wanted boys' clothes (and, more important, to look like them), and I thought that the girls only put on dresses and pink clothes for their parents to love them. But I didn't know anything about trans-ness existence until I was 16 (and I discovered I was that).

Anyway, about that, my father's girlfriend says that I remind her a lot of a relative of hers who has Asperger, and I have a lot of reasons to believe that I have Asperger too. I've read that autism spectrum is pretty common between trans folks, I really wonder why and what is its relation to trans-ness. And I wonder too if I was more of a normal person (in regards to my weird social behavior and anxiety), I would had realized earlier that I am trans.

And returning with the biological things (?), I have two younger sisters, non-identical twins (different placenta) who where conceived the same way as me (even the same donor) but to the date, they're pretty "normal" (no signs of any kind of autism or trans-ness), though one of them claims to be bisexual (I don't want to sound rude or anything, but I'm not that sure; she's 15, I know ger and sometimes it seems that "she is bi" mostly out of fashion).

My mother had a miscarriage some years ago (maybe 4), she said that they were triplets. I didn't know in the moment, she told me later on. Though we don't know the sex of the babies. I think the miscarriage was due to smoking, and I know that she took birth control pills (not quite sure about the exact times, though I think she took them while pregnant; though she didn't know she was going to have babies until too late) and that she had several hormonal imbalances and she had to stop taking them.

And she had one baby girl 7 months ago. This last two pregnancy were natural, no insemination or anything.
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Jacqueline

Quote from: Clabelle3333 on July 14, 2017, 12:58:53 AM
I am going to be brutally honest. I am on this site because my child who is 3 has always said she is a boy. She has severe dysphoria and in order for her to cope we have transitioned her socially into a boy. I came across an article one day looking for what may cause someone to be transgender. Me and my husband have 5 children, 4 daughter's (9, 6, 4, 3(trans) and one son who is 9 months old). I came across a bunch of blogs and posts insinuating progestin seemed to be a factor for the developing fetus resulting in someone being transgender. It had never entered my mind until I realized that for my trans child I had been on a progestin only birth control pill. I did not know I was pregnant at the time so was continuing to take my pills and would also triple up on doses which many do incase you forgot to take your pills or wanted to use them as a "plan b" which helps to bring a period and potentially shed an unwanted pregnancy. :( (horrible I know). I unknowingly had gotten pregnant not long after with my son (9 months) and was also taking the same pills and tripling the dose. I hope he's okay but we won't truly know until he is older. :( Now reading other peoples comments and stories it seems to make sense. Progestin is used for so many things such as a way to chemically castrate sex offenders or used in abortion pills and birth control pills so don't sit there and tell people it doesn't have any effects on a developing fetus!!! I have researched so much on this topic and every scientific conclusion ends with "there is no substantial research on this topic"!!!!?!? I also researched hormone levels in drinking water to which it is confirmed that species are actually changing genders. They admit that people are taking hormones (birth control etc) and it is expelled through our urine resulting in large amounts of hormones in the water we drink and only building up. They have no way to filter the hormones out and here we are ingesting all these different medications and I'm sorry yes transgender people have been around along time but in the last 50 years it seems to be increasing SUBSTANTIALLY! I do not believe it's because people are more comfortable and feel like coming out (in some cases yes) but something is seriously wrong. These hormone pills have only been around a few decades so really we know nothing about them and the impacts they have. THERE NEEDS TO BE AN INQUIRY AND RESEARCH DONE ON THIS TOPIC!!! I posted this to a few parents of transgender children groups and many more parents have come forward. This is ridiculous and the truth needs to come out!

Hi and welcome to the site.

Thanks for sharing such personal and researched instances. I do tend to think the fact that more people are accepting and not abusing or killing transgender people makes an atmosphere where those of us (who tend to be very skiddish) are willing to "come out". Maybe there is chemistry involved as well.

There is a section here for significant others. It is not just for romantic SO. We have many members that are siblings and parents as well. You might find some additional people in similar situations to talk to. We also have a category on the site for trans members under 18 to share experiences. Your son is a little young but maybe if they want more resources in the future, it can be of help.

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Dena

Welcome to Susan's Place Clabelle3333. It is possible for us to be transgender without exposure to an outside chemical. In my case, I was conceived in 1950 and while DES was widely prescribed, I was born just shy of a year after my parents were married so it's unlikely my mother was given DES. Progesterone is similar in some ways to testosterone so it is possible that it could cause the birth of a FTM but it's unlikely to affect a male child.

I will never know for sure why I ended up transgender but many years when my testosterone levels were checked, they measured in the low male range. It's possible that I just didn't produce sufficient testosterone to masculinize my brain. It's also possible that the mother or the child can produce excessive testosterone resulting in a FTM so it's not possible to say if this happened because of the pills you were taking or it happened naturally.
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WolfNightV4X1

Quote from: CodexUmbrae on July 14, 2017, 02:54:40 PM

About me, well, I didn't know I was trans until like two years ago, when I was 16. I think it has to be a lot with my strange social behavior and such, since I've been always kinda unconfortable around people and rather lonely. It doesn't matter if it's boys or girls, it makes me anxious. Though I always related more to the boys, and I remember that when I was pretty little I used to look at catalogs of children's clothing, I wanted boys' clothes (and, more important, to look like them), and I thought that the girls only put on dresses and pink clothes for their parents to love them. But I didn't know anything about trans-ness existence until I was 16 (and I discovered I was that).


Just want to chime in, being able to transition really helps with confidence and social anxiety, at least in my case it did. Granted, its not the only thing, and sometimes opening up and being around others takes considerable effort and learning to adjust your behavior, emotion, etc.

That said though, it does help. My suspicion is that the confusion and dysphoria, even though you didnt know about it, is innately part of what keeps you distant from others as much, you dont feel yourself when youre around them, theyre not really associating with you in what naturally feels right.

With time, transition may readjust and help your social standing by building your confidence and comfort in yourself. There's also other effort you have to do but those are if you really want to change intentionally.


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WolfNightV4X1

Quote from: Clabelle3333 on July 14, 2017, 12:58:53 AM


You probably should start referring to your daughter as your son if you wish to support your child as he transitions, trans children suffer a lot with the discomfort they feel, and if the parents help them through it as they grow it makes it easier.

Understandably, youre likely worried about how much your child is going to suffer or be 'abnormal' because of something that happened, but being transgender itself is not wrong or bad, just strange and different from a majority (you did have three others, and he was the only trans one), your other son is not highly  likely to be trans.
Your post comes off as very worried about it as if it is an illness, while in a way it can be, if you treat your son as any less because he feels differently, he'll know and you'll cause an unstable environment for him. You should be happy that he wants to be happy.



I agree more research could be done on those things, if you can prevent someone from being transgender before their birth (not after) I agree it should be done. However, that's not to say those things are the root or only cause. In my case, my mother did not take any chemicals that would cause such a thing, I'm not really sure what caused my own shift, all I know is my own hormonal levels were off, so sometimes it may just be an anomaly in development, not something the mother took or did.


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HughE

Quote from: Clabelle3333 on July 14, 2017, 12:58:53 AM
I am going to be brutally honest. I am on this site because my child who is 3 has always said she is a boy. She has severe dysphoria and in order for her to cope we have transitioned her socially into a boy. I came across an article one day looking for what may cause someone to be transgender. Me and my husband have 5 children, 4 daughter's (9, 6, 4, 3(trans) and one son who is 9 months old). I came across a bunch of blogs and posts insinuating progestin seemed to be a factor for the developing fetus resulting in someone being transgender. It had never entered my mind until I realized that for my trans child I had been on a progestin only birth control pill. I did not know I was pregnant at the time so was continuing to take my pills and would also triple up on doses which many do incase you forgot to take your pills or wanted to use them as a "plan b" which helps to bring a period and potentially shed an unwanted pregnancy. :( (horrible I know). I unknowingly had gotten pregnant not long after with my son (9 months) and was also taking the same pills and tripling the dose. I hope he's okay but we won't truly know until he is older. :( Now reading other peoples comments and stories it seems to make sense. Progestin is used for so many things such as a way to chemically castrate sex offenders or used in abortion pills and birth control pills so don't sit there and tell people it doesn't have any effects on a developing fetus!!! I have researched so much on this topic and every scientific conclusion ends with "there is no substantial research on this topic"!!!!?!? I also researched hormone levels in drinking water to which it is confirmed that species are actually changing genders. They admit that people are taking hormones (birth control etc) and it is expelled through our urine resulting in large amounts of hormones in the water we drink and only building up. They have no way to filter the hormones out and here we are ingesting all these different medications and I'm sorry yes transgender people have been around along time but in the last 50 years it seems to be increasing SUBSTANTIALLY! I do not believe it's because people are more comfortable and feel like coming out (in some cases yes) but something is seriously wrong. These hormone pills have only been around a few decades so really we know nothing about them and the impacts they have. THERE NEEDS TO BE AN INQUIRY AND RESEARCH DONE ON THIS TOPIC!!! I posted this to a few parents of transgender children groups and many more parents have come forward. This is ridiculous and the truth needs to come out!

I wholeheartedly agree, there does need to be an impartial inquiry of some kind involving people who aren't connected to the medical or pharmaceutical industry.

To start with, there are literally millions of nominally male people alive today who were prenatally exposed to artificial female hormones (DES and progestins), in doses that would cause profound testosterone suppression in an adult man if he were to be given the same. If they have the same T-suppressing effect on an unborn male baby as they do on an adult man (and why wouldn't they?), then this is a big problem, since brain masculinization is driven through the action of testosterone. The one study of DES and gender that's ever been conducted found that 150 out of 500 DES "sons" participating in the study had a female gender identity, a rate of ->-bleeped-<- that must be hundreds of times higher than in the unexposed population. No comparable research appears to have been done on progestins, but I have found a paper (Aarskog, D. (1970). Clinical and cytogenetic studies in hypospadias. Acta Paediat. Scand. 203 : 1.) in which progestin exposure was identified as a cause of hypospadias, which is a form of intersex.

I've also found several case studies in which two first generation progestins (ethisterone and norethisterone) were shown to have had the opposite effect, of inducing male development in female babies. As with DES effects on biological males, the whole thing was swept under the rug and I haven't been able to find any estimates of the total number of people exposed. However, these two hormones were commonly co-prescribed alongside DES in the 1950s and 60's, and since the total number of people exposed to DES is in the region of 10 million, the numbers exposed to these two progestins is probably quite large as well.

A couple of weeks ago I was chatting to someone (AFAB) whose mother was given DES and a progestin in tablet form, which from her age and the fact it was a pill, means it was almost certainly ethisterone or norethisterone. Although she's currently presenting as female, from what she was saying, it certainly sounded like she'd had quite a lot of male brain development, and would transition except her personal circumstances won't allow it.

Ethisterone has long since fallen by the wayside, however norethisterone (as norethisterone acetate) was the most commonly used progestin in birth control pills in the 1980s, and is still used in some birth control formulations and as a drug in its own right.

An interesting fact I recently discovered, is that both DES and ethisterone have both seen use in aquaculture (i.e. fish farming) as sex change hormones, to produce all female or all male fish populations. If newly hatched fish fry are exposed to the appropriate dose of DES, they will all turn into females, irrespective of what their genes say. If they're instead exposed to ethisterone, they will all turn into males. These are two of the same hormones that were used in human pregnancies for miscarriage prevention!

Ethinylestradiol, a manmade estrogen that's commonly used in birth control pills, is such a potent feminizing hormone to fish, that the tiny traces of it making it through the sewage treatment process are causing intersex in male fish throughout Europe and America's waterways.

Here's a collection of scientific papers, articles and news stories I've found, where medical hormone exposure has resulted in intersexuality or ->-bleeped-<-:

https://plus.google.com/u/0/collection/AYuZRE

[I think there's also a couple of articles in there about Primodos, an estrogen-progestin combination pill similar to a high dose birth control pill, which was originally marketed as a way of testing whether a woman was pregnant, and later sold in third world countries as an abortion pill. Exposure to it generally happened very early in the pregnancy before the process of sexual development gets underway, and instead of causing abnormalities of sexual development, it's caused similar abnormalities to those that were seen with thalidomide (missing limbs etc). Once again, the pharmaceutical industry has walked away from the whole thing scot free.]
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Cailan Jerika

I was an anthropology major in college, and one of the classes we had to take was a genetics class (study of the genetic history of humans is a major part of modern anthropology). In that class we were presented with studies on the cause of transgender. From the evidence presented, I'm convinced that for the majority of us (85 percent is estimated), being trans is entirely due to the presence of testosterone during the 11th week of pregnancy(FtM), or the lack of it (MtF). And there is some evidence that it has nothing to do with the mom, what she took, or her own hormonal issues, but rather the source is usually the fetus itself. In most cases, though, it's not genetic, but rather just and "accident of nature."

The other 15 percent could be a number of other factors, including other hormones, genetics, environmental effects (chemicals?) or nurture (abuse, acculturation, whatever). I personally doubt it's any kind of progesterone, since that's a normal pregnancy hormone. Even if it is a man-made progesterone.

In my own case, my body was already semi-masculinized, pre-T. I have no hips, strong shoulders, a typical male hairline, I store my fat in my belly area, big thick muscular legs, and ANY amount of exercise bulks me up like a guy. On not quite two months of T, I already have notable bulking of my biceps, deltoids and pecs, WITHOUT working out. It's apparent testosterone had it's way with my body map early on (5th week of pregnancy is when T/E organizes the body) and therefore is likely it also affected my brain wiring 6 weeks later.










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CodexUmbrae

Quote from: WolfNightV4X1 on July 15, 2017, 12:00:18 AM
Just want to chime in, being able to transition really helps with confidence and social anxiety, at least in my case it did. Granted, its not the only thing, and sometimes opening up and being around others takes considerable effort and learning to adjust your behavior, emotion, etc.

That said though, it does help. My suspicion is that the confusion and dysphoria, even though you didnt know about it, is innately part of what keeps you distant from others as much, you dont feel yourself when youre around them, theyre not really associating with you in what naturally feels right.

With time, transition may readjust and help your social standing by building your confidence and comfort in yourself. There's also other effort you have to do but those are if you really want to change intentionally.
Nice to hear, maybe it will work out for me too. It would be nice to not feel anxious every time someone comes to talk to me. xD

Now that you say it, it probably has much to be with the anxiety and feeling so distant from others. When I was like 4, I remember to watch the other children from a distance and think that they were all weird; at that age, I thought that the other ones were the weird ones, not me. Very few years later on, that changed, of course.

I hope so. And yeah, I will probably hace to put a lot of effort, but well, life itself requires a lot of effort anyway.

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CMD042414

I'm going to admit that I did not take the time to go back and read every post in this thread so excuse me if I am not adding anything new or if I am repeating info.

There is always a lot of talk and science behind anatomy and hormones. I am certain there is something to that. I think the answer is in our brains though. Unfortunately, that is the aspect of the human body we know the least about. I look at it like computer coding. A set of code is created to tell a machine to do this or that. And conversely to not do that or this. For those of us that are trans it is as if our physical bodies were given one set of coding while our brains were given another. The coding was inputted incorrectly for us. It's like the programmer was working a late night and got tired.

Instead of asking what makes people trans it should be what makes people cis? Only then can you unravel the mystery. I was born female and had normal estrogen levels. So hormones don't give me any answers. It is what is in my brain. The wrinkles and folds in it. The signals and synapses flaring inside of it. The information and messaging that it is sending to my mind, body, and soul. That's where the answers are.
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JHeron

Just adding my two cents, I'm definitely not an example of drugs of any kind. My parents conceived me naturally. I was the 5th conception in a long line of miscarriages. My mother's issue was an overactive or open pelvis (that's how she explained it to me long ago) fetuses basically just kept sliding out before their date. However no drugs were ever given to her  -the only reason I made it is because she went on bedrest w/her legs at an angle for the entire pregnancy. The miscarriage before me was too young to tell the sex so it's entirely possible (since I was conceived right after unplanned at that bc of the timeframe) that it was a male and some hormones lingered that affected me. I always thought that to be the most succinct reason for my being trans.
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OblivionLight

Don't know of any drugs that my mother took before/during her pregnancy with me, but I DO know my mum had at least two miscarriages before she had me - as well as one before she had my brother (who is 5 years older than me).
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