too many things, too many things...
-praying someone will buy my car so i can get back at least some of the money i had to spend on a new one
-being mad that the apartments i was going to look into told me they had no available units despite still having a sign up
-being disappointed that the moment i finally hit my saving goal, i had to spend about four months' worth of it
-constantly cycling between feeling hopeful and feeling utterly hopeless because all my plans end up going wrong due to factors outside of my control
-wondering if my dad knows anyone who might want to buy my car, but feeling sort of bad about asking
-dreading the fact that it's my mom's birthday and thus i feel obligated to talk to her; i told her happy birthday through text, but i don't know if that's enough...
-not wanting to go to work
-not knowing what to take to work for lunch and wishing i had my own food, knowing i'll have to go to work if i want a chance to get out and buy groceries that don't send me to the john half the day...
-wishing my friend would come over for a visit already, but thinking it probably won't happen just like it didn't last week or any of the months before that
-regretting eating that bag of m&ms...
