I got reported by a douchbags because of my androgynous looking, they can't confirm if I'm a guy or a girl.I surely as hell want to be a guy, but my family doesn't let me, I've an intersex condition. I look like a guy and sound like a guy, but I'm wearing a veil that muslim girls wear. so I confuse people with my looking, and look at that guy who wears girls' veil (guys doesn't wear it) my family doesn't want to understand, they deny everything about me, and refuse to check me because they are afraid from doctors' responses.
when my mom heard about the report, she shouted so much at me and made me cry and said that I'm shame and sould be killed and that I'm a girl and nothing will ever change it. now she said I'll never go to college again because I brough shame upon my family. she has condition that will make her let me go again and they are : stopping wearing guys' clothes. my sisters' wears mine too but she has no problem with it, only because I'm flat all around. it's so bother her. and removing my facial hair, and make my voice girly and stop acting muscline.
I can't do that at all, it's like telling me to go and jump from the tallest building, I don't know why they don't understand, also it's here very complicated and people are so nosy, and I just don't know what to do anymore, I feel my future is being ruined because I'm just who I am.
