Hiya!
okay so welp I'm obviously new on here. And I'm not very good at introductions so please bare with me -did I even spell this right idk it's late-
So, let's start with the other obvious things. I'm trans -ftm to be exact-, my name is kevin, I'm a fan of Welcome To Night Vale. And that was it I think.
The less obvious little facts about me are that I'm Dutch, panromantic demisexual, in a happy relationship and my pets are my lovely s.o and my dog. And I enjoy drawing.
And now I will answer some basic questions. I guess.
When did I find out I was trans?
Well, I never even felt feminine in the first place. Always thought I would grow up to be a boy until reality struck me in the face once I hit puberty.
Did you come out yet?
Yes I have. My friends know for quite a long time and are very accepting of it, calling me by my preferred name and pronouns. I was less lucky with my parents though. My dad accepts me and is fine with me wearing binders but wouldn't ever call me kevin and he/him etc. My mom doesn't accept it at all and manipulates me so I wouldn't change anything about myself. Unfortunately for her I will turn 19 this year and am willing to fight for the happiness I have been longing for ever since I was 11. My boifriend also knows and they're supporting me a whole awful lot and I am forever grateful to them.
Has my transition started yet?
No. I haven't even seen a doctor about it yet. But I'm still fighting.
And just a heads up in advance; A lot of stuff has happened and caused me to be seperated from my friends and s.o. And my brother, who also accepts me for who I am. A lot of pressure is added on me by some other things like having to get a new education and go to school while I'm suffering from social anxiety as well. Plus I'm living with my parents right now which doesn't help my dysphoria at all. Because of this I will mostly just lurk about, but feel free to send me any pms and I will try my best to answer those as soon as I'd feel a bit better.
Although life has been pretty hard lately I still look forward to the future and just hope for a time where everyone will just be accepted instead of being shunned just for being human like everyone else. And I wish every nb person the best luck of the world with their transition and life! Especially the ones out there who are still too young to get stuff and the ones who lack support. I'm here for everyone and will always try to help out as much as I can.
~ Kevin
