I am so happy. I am done with surgeries. I had FFS one year ago, than GRS nine months ago and this week I had second GRS (my doc always makes two surgeries) and BA. Hopefully I will not need any more surgeries. The hospital is really nice but I hate it to lie in the bed not allowed to walk around outside. Munich is such a nice city in spring and itis sunny and warm.
I hate all the pain I had to go through. Pain paralyses me. I had a though time after the first GRS. My surgeon has a fantastic technique and the look and feel is natural even for other docs but the pain is terrible for weeks.
The BA is not that bad and the day after surgery I could myself. If my surgeon is right my breast will also look very natural.
I was surprised that there was only very few pain after the 8h FFS. But in the night after surgery I hay for the first time in my life a panic attack. I was sure I will
die.It was terrible. But now my face looks natural (yes it is important for me to look natural ) feminine. The hair transplantation I had before was not so bad. Only these long sitting in a chair, 10hr a day for three days.
Ot is really hard to go through that but it is worth is. I do not regret it. I am happy now. But the way we have to go is so painful. Most CIS people have no clue about it.
Sry for that rant.
Lara
