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What made you happy today? For mtF members only, please.

Started by ChiGirl, April 24, 2015, 06:29:26 PM

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kaitylynn

Spent my day getting to know a really awesome sister!  It felt so wonderful to just relax together.
Katherine Lynn M.

You've got a light that always guides you.
You speak of hope and change as something good.
Live your truth and know you're not alone.

The restart - 20-Oct-2015
Legal name and gender change affirmed - 27-Sep-2016
Breast Augmentation (Dr. Gupta) - 27-Aug-2018
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kittenpower

Today I put on makeup and did my hair for the first time since my facial surgery with Dr. Zukowski  in September, and I left my apartment without a compression garment on (before today I have been wearing a facial compression garment when I go out, so my hair was in a ponytail, and no need for makeup). For the first time in 2 months I am feeling optimistic about the results I'm going to have; I still have more swelling on the right side of my face, than my left side, but it is resolving.  And my hair has gotten longer, so that's another plus. :)
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Miss Clara

After being on a restricted diet for a week related to having GCS, my nurse gave the all clear to return to my regular diet.  Yay!
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DianneM

Quote from: brie33 on November 07, 2015, 12:43:42 PM
I took an inventory of my self, of how far Ive come, who I am,and where  I am going. Spending almost all my life being buried , and miserable is now in my rear view. I am happy with the direction my life has finally taken. For the most part of my life ,being trans was my dirty little secret. Now I can be in public as my true self with out shame.  I now am  out to all those important to me, My next hurdle is at my employment.  I am grateful to the few trans friends and allies that I have. Also to Susan and all the girls here. Without this site alot of girls would still be suffering , or worse.  I also thank Susan's Place For letting me post here in  that my typing skills have greatly improved over the years.  I wont win any awards but I can do a lilmore than a short paragraph now.  Life will offer its ups and downs,and ->-bleeped-<- on me . I believe that transition has made me stronger to handle some of that.(but not the bad hormonal days lol). For the most part life is good.


Hi Brie,
Your post resonates with me big time! I'm just starting transition and finally feel liberated! The suffocating is over! When my alarm went off this morning I was excited about my day and that's not something that has happened too often in the past. That may seem small but it's huge when compared to where I've come from......oh and....I ha electrolysis today too.....yaaaay!!!😳lol
Hugs
Dianne
xo
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FrancisAnn

Quote from: kittenpower on November 08, 2015, 09:51:51 PM
Today I put on makeup and did my hair for the first time since my facial surgery with Dr. Zukowski  in September, and I left my apartment without a compression garment on (before today I have been wearing a facial compression garment when I go out, so my hair was in a ponytail, and no need for makeup). For the first time in 2 months I am feeling optimistic about the results I'm going to have; I still have more swelling on the right side of my face, than my left side, but it is resolving.  And my hair has gotten longer, so that's another plus. :)
I know your pain & wish you the best. I had a complete facelift & upper eye lid surgery last summer. Your face will return to nomal in time trust me. All the nerves will heal for a normal feeling face. The swelling will go away in time. I also wore a compression facial mask for 2 months almost 24/7. Good luck girl friend. You will be OK. Stay strong.
mtF, mid 50's, always a girl since childhood, HRT (Spiro, E & Fin.) since 8-13. Hormone levels are t at 12 & estrogen at 186. Face lift & eye lid surgery in 2014. Abdominoplasty/tummy tuck & some facial surgery May, 2015. Life is good for me. Love long nails & handsome men! Hopeful for my GRS & a nice normal depth vagina maybe by late summer. 5' 8", 180 pounds, 14 dress size, size 9.5 shoes. I'm kind of an elegant woman & like everything pink, nice & neet. Love my nails & classic Revlon Red. Moving back to Florida, so excited but so much work moving
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FrancisAnn

Quote from: Clara Kay on November 08, 2015, 11:32:21 PM
After being on a restricted diet for a week related to having GCS, my nurse gave the all clear to return to my regular diet.  Yay!
OMG Clara. I know you are so excited. That's great news & thanks for sharing. Watch those nasty carbs. they add fat to our bodies so easy...If you ever need the Atkins way of eating is a great system for life to always stay thin. Good luck & take care girl friend.
mtF, mid 50's, always a girl since childhood, HRT (Spiro, E & Fin.) since 8-13. Hormone levels are t at 12 & estrogen at 186. Face lift & eye lid surgery in 2014. Abdominoplasty/tummy tuck & some facial surgery May, 2015. Life is good for me. Love long nails & handsome men! Hopeful for my GRS & a nice normal depth vagina maybe by late summer. 5' 8", 180 pounds, 14 dress size, size 9.5 shoes. I'm kind of an elegant woman & like everything pink, nice & neet. Love my nails & classic Revlon Red. Moving back to Florida, so excited but so much work moving
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ToniB

I have Just had the most awesome weekend .On Friday I had a 20 year long service award presentation at a posh Hotel with 4 course Meal free bar a Disco and Casino .I took My wife with Me she was a little concerned when I wanted to get really Dolled up for it .But did allow me to in the end .She was really not sure when I wanted to wear My Heels as she did not really understand how accepted I was at Work and thought I would make a spectacle of myself .But when We got there and everybody greeted Me and treated Me as any other woman she started to understand and come round to accepting Me even more .To the extent that she was Very happy (and keen) to dance with Me all night even to the smooches  (big step as she had always been worried about being seen as a lesbian) .Then Saturday she wanted to get intimate for the first time in many months .She also asked if she could borrow one of my cardigans I had just bought so I said You can have it if You like it and she was pleased as punch .Later she came back from her Day out with a beautiful pretty and very feminine top she had bought for Me saying this is your style and I thought it would suit You ,this from the woman that always tried to steer me towards blouses that look like Men's shirts LOL. So I think she has suddenly realised that nobody is shocked or concerned about my transition or think anything bad about Her so she has no need to feel worried about other Peoples reactions as there has not been one single bad reaction from anybody (I think it Just means that they can all See that I have always been a Girl inside LOL) so we where talking about the future and I was talking about future Plans and Said that's if You want to Keep Me she said I definitely want to keep you silly .So that was a good sign as at one time she was very unsure if she could cope with my transition .So hopefully We have turned a corner and there is no going back (not that there was any possibility of that with Me)
The girl inside is just as important expecially to Yourself :)
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Dee Marshall

I'm so happy for you, Toni! What I wouldn't give for that resolution!
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
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sparrow

In the last week, my skin has suddenly gotten soft, and I have a subcutaneous fat layer!  I've been quite happy about that, but I was a bit nervous about how my wife would react -- she's never been with a woman, so she was a bit tentative as well.  We tried things out last night... she likes the softer, squishier me!  YAY!  This was a huge relief to both of us.
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RobynD

As further reminder/confirmation that my entire body is changing on HRT, when i was getting dressed this morning, i went to check my bottom in the mirror (hey don't we all?) and i noticed cellulite on my upper thighs is definitely there. I saw hints of it before but no doubt this morning.

..and yep that made me very happy  ;D


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RavenL

Well somehow I'm passing really well today, even after speaking. I gotten gendered correctly twenty times today. And usually the dreaded looks from young kids are comments that she's really tall. I didn't do anything to change my appearance today just zero eyeshadow. Plus my estradiol is making me feel nauseous since this morning and I didn't look my best. Oh well I'll take it just wish my mood would change.

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sparrow

Quote from: RavenL on November 09, 2015, 07:40:49 PM
Plus my estradiol is making me feel nauseous since this morning and I didn't look my best.

My pharmacist warned me that estradiol might make me nauseous, so that I should take it at night right before I go to bed.  I've generally got an iron stomach, so I didn't heed his advice.  I've heard a few people say that dissolving the estradiol tabs under your tongue gives more immediate effects... so of course, I've been doing that even though I figure it's psychosomatic.  I do wonder if dissolving the tabs under your tongue might cut down on the nausea.  So: I've been dissolving the tabs under my tongue first thing in the morning, right after I take my spiro.  No nausea, but like I said, iron stomach.
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Valwen

Taking the estradiol sublingualy allows the medication to enter the body without dealing with the stomach and digestive track. It allows more of it to effect you.

On a personal note I rarely have anything to add to this conversation, I have a nearly supernatural power to see the worse in life and myself, something I am trying to work on. For a while I have been trying in vain to find a coat that fits and I need to see a dentist too, and for the last week or so I have had a sore throat that turned into a full cold. I consider my voice my weakest link and adding the hacking cough and sore throat kills what little I can do making it even worse. Dressed in sweat pants and hoody, no make-up, no cute cloths, no breast forms, it makes feeling like myself tough.

All that said I was laying in my bed on my stomach (a position that has gotten a bit sensitive sense I started hormones, if you know what i mean) so I am watching tv and I look down and notice rather clearly that the hormones are doing there thing, nothing major and I really hope it keeps going but things have definitely changed. I mean I am still sure that given how fat I am no one would think anything of it, but still it's something and it puts a smile on my face. I even took pictures and may be a bit obsessed with them. :-P so I guess taking picture of my tater tots is what made me happy today despite everything else that's getting me down.

Serena
What is a Lie when it's at home? Anyone?
Is it the depressed little voice inside? Whispering in my ear? Telling me to give up?
Well I'm not giving up. Not for that part of me that hates myself. That part wants me to wither and die. not for you. Never for you.  --Loki: Agent of Asgard

Started HRT Febuary 21st 2015
First Time Out As Myself June 8th 2015
Full Time June 24th 2015
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iKate

Of late I've been feeling down, I guess wondering where I am going to get $ to take further steps in my transition (I've had a rather unfortunate series of financial events happen all at once). I even thought of doing the unthinkable.

These days I'm so broke I can't even buy clothes and what I have is literally falling apart. So it's hard to feel happy these days.

I turned on my iPod and played just a random song. I got this on my playlist:



So I guess I know what to do now. Someone is watching over me?
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RavenL

Sparrow and Serena I've been taking the pill under my tongue since day one. I'm thinking it might be the spiro messing with me.

At any rate I don't know how but all the sudden I started getting guys trying to talk to me in the past couple of days. One friend said I might be producing female pheromones already but that seems highly unlikely. Along with that I've had women comment that my makeup/clothes look nice. So maybe who knows? But I did notice that this morning that my guy smell is going away which is nice.






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Dee Marshall

Today Sweetie and I went to the outlet mall to go to L'occitane and Bare Minerals. I saw myself reflected in a window and realized how good I looked in my creamsicle kicks, jeans, orange shirt, a brown coat I just lost enough weight to wear again, and my orange, brown and cream infinity scarf. For contrast I had on my bright blue sunglasses.  In L'occitane I got some new face wash and found a scent that Sweetie and I could both feel comfortable wearing, Cedar and orange. It works for either gender and smelled wonderful!

In Bare Minerals we were approached, "do you need any help, ladies?" All in all a great day until the waiter in Outback kept calling me "sir".
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
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FrancisAnn

Quote from: RobynD on November 09, 2015, 03:14:54 PM
As further reminder/confirmation that my entire body is changing on HRT, when i was getting dressed this morning, i went to check my bottom in the mirror (hey don't we all?) and i noticed cellulite on my upper thighs is definitely there. I saw hints of it before but no doubt this morning.

..and yep that made me very happy  ;D
You lucky girl. I wish my butt would fill out more.
mtF, mid 50's, always a girl since childhood, HRT (Spiro, E & Fin.) since 8-13. Hormone levels are t at 12 & estrogen at 186. Face lift & eye lid surgery in 2014. Abdominoplasty/tummy tuck & some facial surgery May, 2015. Life is good for me. Love long nails & handsome men! Hopeful for my GRS & a nice normal depth vagina maybe by late summer. 5' 8", 180 pounds, 14 dress size, size 9.5 shoes. I'm kind of an elegant woman & like everything pink, nice & neet. Love my nails & classic Revlon Red. Moving back to Florida, so excited but so much work moving
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SofiN

My first instance of knowing that I can pass out in public happened today!

Someone asked me a couple questions about the centre I was waiting at and then she turned to her partner and said "that lady just let me know that they are still in a meeting"

I honestly don't know what to say I'm just kinda numb with happiness. I'm just doing my best to blend in while waiting for treatment. I have been trying to practice my voice also but didn't know it was paying off.
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Lady Smith

iKate, - I think the universe is trying to tell you something  ;)
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DianneM

Got my letter for hormones and a referral to an endo...I'll be making an appointment today and will finally be on HT which I've only ever dreamt about!!!💋💋...one of you ladies will have to help me figure out how to get the little ticker thing going which counts the days since HT started!!!! Happy happy!!!
Hugs
Dianne
xo
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