I don't really know what to do right now. I lost my job a couple weeks ago, have no money to get electro. I still live at home and seems like one of my parents is always at home, so I'm always in man drag and have difficult time with makeup, and finding a good place to practice voice. I don't have money for therapy or to get on HRT at the nearest informed consent clinic which is in Chicago. I don't when i'll get another job and even if I do it will be several weeks before I can start therapy, electro, and HRT. Making matters even worse, my parents seem to be clueless, which means either they know and are pretending to be clueless, my transition is going so badly that I haven't been asked any questions (except about my hair,which isn't even that long) because they really can't see a difference yet, or I am such a closet case with my parents (came out to two friends last week) that I will never have the courage to come out to them. My weight is back up again and feeling frustrated and depressed like I was last fall.
