Well my 2nd job is a department store and sometimes I see a women outfit and said to myself how will it look on me or sometimes I'm out shopping i see make up or nail polish and I just wanted to buy it. Sometimes I feel like shaving my face and put make or let someone doll me up I been having this feeling as long I can remember when it come down to which catalog im in i put myself in pansexual the only thing that I have buy is lipstick what do this means