Well my 2nd job is a department store and sometimes I see a women outfit and said to myself how will it look on me or sometimes I'm out shopping i see make up or nail polish and I just wanted to buy it. Sometimes I feel like shaving my face and put make or let someone doll me up I been having this feeling as long I can remember when it come down to which catalog im in i put myself in pansexual the only thing that I have buy is lipstick  what do this means

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Hmmm, Fascination or you may have some form of gender questioning. As far "as long as you can remember" comment , always the same? or do you have desires or feelings of difference with you birth gender?

Many folks have very different drivers, some hide other issues that have not been realised till later in life...

If it is of concern to you, may be worth you seeing a gender therapist who would be able to help you realise your real identity (gender wise).

Welcome and Love Katy xxx