Yesterday I came out to my best friends. Well, one of them already knew but this time was like "official". We went out for some drinks last night, I hoped that another friend would meet us but she couldn't make it. A friend, L, noticed that A and V were calling me Jul instead of my full name (Jul is a shorter version of my name). So when they went to the restroom I told L that I was trans, I went by Jul and male pronouns. At first she thought I was joking but she took it very well. We kept talking, she made a few jokes, they asked a few questions, called me Julian, almost didn't misgender me, everything was fine.
So far, I think my closest friends know it, I could go on and send msgs to everyone else, but I prefer to do it face to face.
About my mom... my family is clueless. I do want to come out soon, tomorrow I'll see a therapist (not a gender therapist but I asked for someone who had experience with transgeder people) and I want to start hrt soon... my goal is to be out by the time next semester starts (around august/september) including most classmates and teachers... I hope my therapist could help me coming out to my mother, maybe I could take her with me and the therapist could talk to her, just so she knows I'm not making it up or that it's not "the internet's fault" as she so often says.
I really can't live like this anymore, I'm not depressed, but I get blue from time to time.
