No not seen it miya, i'll be honest in that, thats where I've been stuck for so many years, but the Dysphoria keeps coming back, like a recurring meeting appointment, and when it does its stronger than before.
I have had a horrible and miserable time over it, but (i'm now a lot older, almost 20 more) at 49 I couldn't handle it any more and decided to make a start. I went on HRT but have kept it a secret which is about to come out... But since I started I had grandkids too, which made it harder during that time to do it sooner, still going to be very tough, it will break my heart for sure and my families almost certainly... But what do you do?
The emotions of gender will eat away at you, despite years of managing it... You have to be happy in life, if you're always unhappy you are not giving others happiness either. Which is where i'm at now.
But it is about you, I was just sharing my Journey and tipping points.
L Katy
