We broke up in like Nov last year, talked on off and argued a bit since then. She wanted to stay friends even though the way she broke up from me was really sh*tty. We slept together in January which we always do each time we break up (3rd time in two years) which made me feel even worse about myself. My life has been a mess hence the number of break ups. Some time after that I sent her back all the stuff she ever got me, my warped way of winning her back. She texted me saying she got rid of everything I ever got her. Some time after that I told her I came out, she texted back asking what my family said and that was that. Then a few days later I texted her saying how I was doing and asked how uni was going and she gave a blunt reply. Haven't spoken to her in a week now. I know I'm still hung up on her bcos she's the only person who sees me as me and are relationship was rocky, but we also really loved each other. I just want to know the right combination of words to make it all better, but I can't think of what. I can't help but think me transitioning will win her back as I've put it off for the last two years. Even though it was a crappy break up, I still want her. I don't know where I'm going with this, just wanted to get it off my chest I guess.
