Hi, I'm new here. I'm not entirely sure who/what I am. I know no one can tell me except myself but I have no freaking idea which is why I feel the need to ask. When I was a little boy, I was always different, always in dresses, makeup, and playing with barbies, I often imagined being a little girl instead of a little boy. I remember watching Priscilla queen of the desert when I was five and immediately went to my mother and told her I was going to become a girl when I grow up. once I was in primary school around year 3 I started getting bullied for being feminine, so I repressed it. A few years later (around 13) I came out as gay. At 16 and 6'2ft I recruited by a modeling agent, which lead me to leave school and have the career I'm currently in and if I transition I will not be able to continue this work, I dont have any other job experiences and didn't complete high school. For the last few months its been on my mind everyday, I cant stop thinking about it, sometimes I cant even sleep. I want to transition but dont know if I'm trans, worried I'll lose my mother, boyfriend and his family, job. And my height and shoulder span is frightening lol (6'4 now). Any replies would be appreciated.
