QuoteI feel hated on here
When I am writing a reply to a post here, 90% of the time I am deleting/discarding it before pressing the "Post" button because I anticipate how I would be ignored and misunderstood "again" if I did.
Sometimes I am very close to deleting my account.
But even if feel like I am ignored and misunderstood, like I will never be accepted, I am not ready to give up. Even if I can not make myself heard and understood every time, there are so many bright and wonderful people here that I feel better just by standing close to them.
We may doubt and hate ourselves sometimes, but I can not make myself believe that our brothers and sisters here on Susan's hate us.
Quote...have no friends to hug and feel happy
In your avatar picture you look quite huggable to me, my sweetheart ;-) . The way you write makes me feel that we could get along if we would meet. Most probably we would enjoy each other's company, miss each other, love each other (like in "I want you in my life"), hug each other very hard whenever we meet or part.
Learn to love yourself, and you will have one friend who will never leave you. Others will join her before you know it.
Quotewake up every morning looking at a guy in the mirror
I live each day to see my shadow or my reflection in a glass door somewhere, and there is not the slightest hint of "him" in what I see. Makes me very happy. This is what I choose to remember, because this is me.
I have suffered enough already, and so have you. I do not need to dwell on what I see in the bathroom mirror if there is grace, beauty and hope in my shadow. Nor do you.
