Suicide

[Hazel.A]

bye

I decided that I'm going to kill myself. I'm sorry for wasting everyones time. I'm just so ugly and worthless, there's no reason for me to live.

[Athena]

Please don't.

Please call a hot line or get help. Suicide is a permanent solution for what can be a temporary problem. There have been many who weathered a dark time in their life who survived and found happiness they were seeking.

[RavenL]

Hazel please get help! You still have a long life ahead of you and so many new things to experience! You can make it through this please get help!

[Yenneffer]

Hugs you so tightly Please don't

[ChiGirl]

Please don't.  It's not worth it.  Believe me, I was there last night.  I reached out and talked to someone.  Please call a suicide hotline.  Any of them.  There's even one for trans people.  Please.  You are worthy of love.  Love yourself and don't do it.

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[Athena]

After reading some of your posts I do think that life can get better for you. Bullies are cruel and find self justification in bringing others down, there will be a time when you can get away from the people tormenting you now. You can find people who will accept you, you just need to be around to find them.

Life may be rough right now but stay around and see the wonders that can happen for you.

[Mariah]

I know things may seem desperate, but suicide is never the answer. Please contact one of the help lines. Hugs
Mariah

[Jayne]

Please don't

I've been through this dark phase and I assure you it does get better.
I don't know which country you are in but every country has suicide helplines.
If you don't feel able to speak to someone then feel free to pm either me or any of the staff on the site that you feel comfortable with.

Years ago I wanted to kill myself and decided that if I was willing to lose my life then I had nothing to lose by transitioning, it was the best decision I've ever made.

Every life is precious

[Cindy]

Hazel Hon,
Please call a help line. I know you are in despair, but life has a wonderful way of turning around. Even on the darkest day we just have to hold onto the gift of life.

One day this will be in the past and you will be the lovely girl you are.

You have lots of friends here.

Please don't leave us.

Call a help line Hon

[gennee]

Hazel, you are not hopeless! Get help now!

[Destiny Marie]

Nothing in this world should make you want to kill yourself. I am sure thar you have things that you have done that you didn't mess up like school, you must have made it through high school or you would not be in college. There is a start. You have been to one counseling appointment and have acknowledge that you are transgender, those are big steps that you took.

There are so many of us here that will talk with you and try to help you see that you are a great person. Many have been where you are now and it is just not worth it. Also there are many threads on here for self help, like make up, hair, nails, and such, so we are trying to help you as well as ourselves by sharing our experiences, good and bad.

Please call a hotline as I am sure that you are worthy of living, and will be able to help others as you progress.

Love and hugs

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[Alex_or_Ben]

HUGS Hazel tightly.

Bullies are the losers and are the ones who are messed up - you are wonderful and have everything going for you.  Someone mentioned that you are in college - that is a tremendous achievement!   Please come back to Susan's and type anything to tell us that you're okay.  I'm worried about you.  Just type a little bit each day on here and vent if you'd like.  Suicide is not the answer!  It is a permanent solution for such an issue that takes a short time to resolve itself.

Hugs,
Alexander

[CrysC]

Please don't!  Please call somebody ASAP. 
We all have felt like that at one time or another. 
When life is at it's lowest though that just means it will only get better. 

We are all worried for you.  Your life matters!

[amber roskamp]

Hey hazel I have been there. I have felt hopeless and attempted suicide. I was fortunate that I failed. I feel so much better now then I did back then. I haven't attempted suicide in over 15 months. Is life perfect for me? No. It is way better then it was.

I don't know all the details of your life, but I guaranty that there will be better days just hang in there. It may seem hopeless, but it's not.

[Devlyn]

Big hug! We need you around, Hazel. You're going to do something important in your life, I guarantee it.

Hugs, Devlyn

[stephaniec]

Big hug! We need you around, Hazel. You're going to do something important in your life, I guarantee it.

Hugs, Devlyn

ditto

[Kova V]

You only live once. If you are at a point where you have nothing left to lose, use it as an opportunity to move your life in a different direction. Move to somewhere you want to live. Take a risk and challenge yourself to be as authentic as possible and to not give in to the haters.

One thing is for sure, you've got nothing to lose. Start by finding a new place to live.

It's funny, many of us have thought about or attempted suicide. This is a turning point where you have an opportunity to not give a $#!+ what other people think. You only live once, make it count for yourself. We're a family here on Susan's, whether you are new or have been here for years. Many of us do care and want to help. That's why this place exists.

Message me please, I can find a way to help. 

[leacobb]

Hazel please stay strong. I know things can seem so bleak sometimes but i promise things will always get better.. I myself was not nearly here.. and i thought i knew back then that it was the best thing. But now i am who i have always been.. and the same can and will happen for you... but you need to stay strong.. you havnt wasted anyones time.. No ones you are you and that is the most important thing.. beauty us not just exterior, inner beauty is worth so much more and i dont know you, but i bet you are such an attractive person with a heart to match... please message me if you ever want to talk xxxx

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[Rachel]

Hi Hazel,

Call a help line now.

You are young and HRT can do wonders. You have an excellent opportunity. I know how hard it is and you can get through this.

Get help now and give transition a chance.

[Kellam]

If you haven't gotten help yet please reach out for it now. You are a wonderful person who deserves to live. We all need you alive! You are in my thoughts tonight.