I've wondered what it would have been like. I was always smaller than most of my peers and teased about it regularly, particularly for having small hands, until some point in high school when I suddenly got taller than almost everyone. It gave me a bit of confidence to have a physical presence like that. Staying short might have actually been a huge problem for my shy mind. I certainly could have done without the bigger head, hands and feet though. I don't have much of a problem with self-consciousness these days but certainly those are the things that bother me most because I'm very thin so they stick out like a sore thumb. My whole body looks like it just got stretched out without expanding everywhere like a typical male. Overall I'm lucky for how I look though.
I don't really like dwelling on the 'what if' type questions because it's far too late now. Overall the experiences I've had and the people I've met through being male have been amazing. I may have suffered internally due to my trans condition but when it really comes down to it I can hardly complain much about how the rest of my daily life played out.