Big warm welcome to Susan's Milehighness
Its always tough when you are not sure of your Gender alignments, often you know something's not right but just can't put you finger on it.
I would agree with Laura's comment, and you are welcome to look around and figure out who you are, of course as Mariah has said a gender therapist can help you too...
Anyway welcome and look forward to seeing you about the forum's
L Katy