Closet door coming off again.

[rachel89]

My mother just noticed my eyebrows. I plucked and trimmed them yesterday, maybe a little too aggressively. She has been on my case about my sort-of-longish-but-not-really-long hair and now this. oh BTW, and i was almost caught wearing a skirt yesterday and the show I am Cait was still on when she came in the door. I'm not sure if she has seen my painted toenails yet, but I am having a lot of close calls lately.

[JLT1]

How far do you want to go with your transition?

[suzifrommd]

Rachel wouldn't you be happier if you just came out to her and then didn't have to hide everything?

[stephaniec]

I hid for all the time I lived with my father not a good feeling inside.

[rachel89]

I want to go all the way with my transition, but the thought of coming out like that is a little scary. I want to be living on my own before I come out unless I get my hormones and get to the point where I can't hide it before I move out. I think my parents are going to have a difficult time with this, so I want some space in case it goes sideways. I am in a situation, where I cannot bring myself to 'butch up", but coming out seems impossible. I leave around too many clues, but my parents don't notice most of them, or pretend not to notice, or notice and don't say anything to me.