Hi,
I am glad you asked about using breast pumps, as I thought this was a strange fetish unique to me!
I have been using a pair of electric breast pumps since last summer. I generally try to pump twice a day for 15 minutes or so, using maximum suction. Any longer than that and the borders of my nipples get red chafe marks, even when I use a lubricant.
My nipples have clearly got darker, wider, harder and longer. I now get sucked deep into the throat of the pump. I do sometimes discharge a little clear fluid, but I don't think I am about to let down any breast milk. It really wouldn't worry me if I did! The feel of the pulsing suction and seeing your nipples extended to about an inch and a half inside the pump is very erotic.
The nipples do retract a bit after I stop pumping, but I have achieved a lot of permanent extension. They have got a lot heavier, too, so that I really feel them jiggling when I don't wear a bra. Also with no bra, I do tend to protrude a bit! I would say that I could give the average woman a run for her money on nipple size.
But the breasts themselves are no larger, so this is why I am looking into enhancement creams. If I could go up one bra cup size due to increased breast tissue, I would be in heaven.
As you may have realised, I love having my breasts sucked. Since Halloween, a couple of lady friends have noticed that I am more than comfortable in womens' clothing and that I wore a black bra & heels all evening and didn't want to take them off.
They have since shown a lot of interest, like "where did you buy your bra" and "do you need help with your makeup?"
Maybe I could persuade one of them to nurse at my breast. What would be the chat line?
Is this the right forum, though! Having now honestly described my emotions I am not sure if I am a simple cross-dresser or a man with a breast feeding fetish.