Sorry for some reason I didn't get notification of replies (must change that) and thought I was being ignored

(jokes).
Thanks so much for these replies. That place in Pattaya sounds good.
Without crossing topics, I'm not really sure what happened to me except I started feeling pretty ill and one day woke up early with the world working like a tumble dryer and I couldn't stand up. I actually wondered if I was on the way out. It might have been chronic dehydration and / or very low bp, I don't know, but it scared me so much. Perhaps the meds from online were dodgy.
My fear with an implant would be another spell like the above with no recourse or way of getting back on track.
I basically need to get properly screened and blood tested, I know this. I figure for me it might be easier in Thailand although London's another (expensive) option.
Just another big question though. For those of you above who have said they generally only surgically reassign in Thailand, I don't quite follow that? There are loads of katoey (ts) there which is where I'd like to be at I think and presumably they must use something other than just surgical work on breasts / face don't they? They must use hormonal reassignment too?
Thanks everyone. This has been a lifetime's journey in the heart and despite a false start in my teens, it has only been possible this last year to do something about it.
Richenda xx