I've come to the realization that I am trans. I originally though I was just genderfluid, but I figured out I was fully trans. I have a plan to start transition by seeing my counselor on Thursday the 19th, who will help me out with the gender dysphoria letter that I need to give to my doctor to start HRT, which he said he is more than willing to do after I showed him me in a dress and telling him that afterwards, I am going to transpride as Cyndi. I have a great batch of friends to help me through this and also help me out with clothing and the like.
It's going to be a long process, but I hope to be full time by my 30th birthday.