Squee!!! So I've had some pretty bad dysphoria and depression over the last week. Partially alleviated thanks to some hardcore girl time on Saturday, but! On Sunday it came back again and I cried. I didn't want to get up and go to work as a boy again today. So, I took another step today and wore a girl's polo shirt, but that's not why I'm posting in this thread (even though not a single scrap of clothing I'm wearing today (except my socks) is male, yay!).
I'm posting in this thread because I've learned that smell does a lot to alleviate my dysphoria apparently! I found some nice hand lotion that helps, and this morning I just laid under the covers and pulled the blanket over my head for about 10 mintues and breathed in the awesome new smell of ME! I <3 my new smell, so relaxing and affirming.