Thats Nicky

[Nicky1989]

Hi there...

Im Nicky, a 25 y.o. from the Netherlands..
I kind of joined here to find out a little bot more about myself..

Im a pansexual... my parents called me Nicole But my 'callname' (don't know the right english word) was Nicky. I changed it all to Nicky when I was 11-12 y.o. because I thought it fit me better.

I 'struggled' with my sexual orientation for a While.. But since I figured our Im pan, Im struggling more with my gender...

A little about how and why;)

Born with female genetalia... I have a vagina and small boops... I Don't have any problems with my vagina being there... my boops, well, Im glad theyre not that big.. i don't bind them, But I never show them off.. IM nog perticularly glad with them or anything...

In puberty I was very gender fluïd.. the one Day I would wear a dress and heals the next Day a suit with a tie...

Lately I became more neutral, I wear jeans with a shirt most of the time...
I DON'T feel female, nor male... I Don't want to change my genetalia...
But I fond myself more and more irritated by People calling me 'miss' or madame... nor sure how I want to be called (Just Nicky maybe) or how I identify myself....

Thats why Im here... hope to learn something (about myself)

Btw; ask me anything I Will answer openly

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[Nicky1989]

Btw; sorry If Im using wrong terminology for things... Im quite New to this, and also, english isnt my first language...
So please correct me if I get something wrong

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[V M]

Hi Nicky 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

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V M

[katrinaw]

Big warm welcome to Susan's Nicky

Your English is fine

What or how you wish to be known is fine and entirely up to you, regardless of labels and things.. but I must admit I love jeans and tops too, so comfortable and fits how you wish to feel at anytime... nice

Are you seeing a therapist to help you find yourself with your Dysphoria... will help you there, I feel though that you do know who you are, but are maybe questioning if physical gender is driving or taking a back seat in your life atm... definitely worth talking with a therapist big time.

Look forward to seeing you around the forum's

L Katy 

[Rachel]

Welcome to Susan's.

Your English is wonderful.

Labels are something I struggled with for a long time.