I REALLY hate my nose. I mean some genetic women have a nose worse than mine.
But my nose has a slight hump and looks a bit like a downward pointing arrow. its slighly hooked and I HATE IT. It makes my face look much more long and masculine than it really is. If I could only raise the tip a bit my face would look much more feminine.
Please don't suggest a rhinoplasty. I have no way of affording it for at least three or four years, after I graduate college and get a decent job. I don't want to wait that long spending the whole time unhappy with myself and totally alone.
I have so little money that I had to go without eating lunch at work/school for three weeks straight just to be able to afford a $500 laser hair removal device, the Tria 4x. Which I will write a review on here for.
Getting another job isn't an option since I need the flexible hours because I'm in school. There aren't any good paying jobs near me for high school graduates, and I can't work anywhere more than about a mile and a half away because I can't afford my own car and my dad's SUV is far too big for me to safely drive, I can't center or control it well no matter how much I practice. I can drive small cars better than the average person, but I can't afford one.
And I'm a trans lesbian. I HAVE to look amazing.. dating as a trans lesbian can be hard enough even for very attractive trans women. For me, it's pretty darn hard lol.
EVERYONE cares about looks to some extent. And for someone to want me for my personality in the first place I'll have to look good enough for them to want to get to know me in the first place. That's why I can't even get a single date.
I have a veryyy feminine personality and I want my looks to reflect that.
But would this work?
I have these rounded plastic hooks, what if I put the rounded parts in my nostrils, pulled up on them slightly to raise my nose tip, and taped the hooks in place for a few hours a day.? Could that eventually raise the tip of my nose.? Especially considering the fact that I was born with very little cartilage on the right side of my nose.?