Hi, I am 19 year old mtf transgender and I began HRT about 3 months ago and have been going full out for about a month. The question or concern that I have is that, I know Canada health care covers SRS through CAMH approval (which I am in waiting list for about 9 months) however, the process and their requirement for the surgery is just stressing me too much. I know the surgery is expensive and it is best to take the route to minimize the financial needs, but I seriously don't think I can wait 1-3 years to get my surgery. So here is the thing. I have planned to get ffs this winter and was also planning to get brazilian butt lift which is fat transfer to hips and buttocks to acheive feminine silhouette next april or so. However, while I was researching, I found out that in Thailand, where the surgeons have the most experiences treating trans people, the cost was pretty much at the same border as brazilian butt lift. I know, most of you guys will think, why the hell are you getting brazilian butt lift if you can get your sex reassignment surgery, however, I just feel guilty and debated whether I should just take whatever resources i can take advantage of. Any thoughts and recommendation? :/